"Y/n, please. I don't want to lose her. I only have you and her in my life. Please, I'm begging you." Ryujin begging me.

"Ryujin, I have a girlfriend. I can not do this. My girlfriend will be sad if she knows about this. I'm sorry I can't." I said.

"Who do you met first? It was me and my sister. Are you willing to see me, your best friend suffering because of someone who you just met? I know you're better than this Y/n." She said.

"No, Ryujin. That's not what I mean. If you were in my shoes, what will you do, huh?" I asked her.

"Of course, I will choose my best friend. She helps me when I'm in need and now it's time for me to help her. I will do that if I am you." She answers.

"I-I can't." I shake my head.

"Yes, you can. Look at me, Y/n. I said look at me!" She grabs my face when I keep shaking my head as a no.

"Do you love me?" She asked me. My tears start to rolling on my cheeks.

"I love you but I-I can't. I have Jennie. She my-" She cut me off by slamming her hand on the wall near my face.

"Who I am, Y/n? Am I not worth it for you to help? Am I just a stranger to you just because you are now in a relationship?" She glared at me while her tears falling.

"N-No, Ryujin. No! You are my best friend. You are my sister. It just.. I-" Again she cut my sentence off.

"It just nothing. Shh, don't cry. You will help me and my sister, okay? You love me and you will do this for me. Okay?" She try to manipulate me, didn't she? She always has the power to manipulate people. I always lose it.

I know I'm stupid but what she told me is right. We have been known each other since we still kid. She also told me that Sohee kiss the girl because she was dared by her bad friends. She did all of that because she has a traumatic experience when she was a kid. It is really hard for her to make a friend. When she gets one, she ends up with the bad one.

But, Jennie. I started to fall in love with her. She makes me feel safe and she always takes care of me. When I was sexually assaulted by my neighbor, she was the one who helps me. Since then, I start to open up with her. I admit that I love her. I can even shout at the sea of people to tell them how much I love her. I can not betray her. I can't.

"I'm sorry, Ryujin. I can't help you with that. If you want me to help you, I can only help you by giving both of you support." I said.

"You sure about that? So, you choose her rather than me?" She asked.

"Y-Yes. I need Jennie in my life. I finally start to open up about myself again. I start to feel the love that I want. She makes me feel something just like when I was with Sohee." I explained.

"Okay, if that what you want. I will move out of this house and you will never gonna see me again. I don't want to be a friend to someone who only thinks about herself. You disappointed me." She said and make me shocked.

"N-No, Ryujin, please. Don't do this. We can do something else to help your sister. I-I will ask my dad to help us. He has a friend who is a doctor. Please don't -" She stop me from continuing rambling.

"You can only choose one, Y/n. Either me and my sister or your girlfriend who you just know." She said.

"Don't do this, please. Ryujin, please don't do this." I begged her and get on my knees before hugging her legs tightly.

"Gets up, Y/nn." She said but I shake my head as no.

"Get up!" She forcefully makes me stand. Why is she always stronger than me?

"No, please. Don't leave me. You are my best friend and my sister. I can not lose you. I need you in my life." I'm sobbing.

"If you want me to stay in your life, then choose me, Y/nn." She said.

"Ryujin, don't make me choose!" I yell at her.

"But, you have to. You have no other choice. Me and my sister or that girl." She brings me in her arms and whispers in my ear.

"Ryujin, I'm begging you." I cried in her arms.

"Shh, don't cry. All you need to do is to choose. I know I'm being cruel right now but I need to. This is about my sister. I lose my parents and I don't want the same thing to happen to my sister. So, all I need to do is being selfish. We need you, Y/nn. I know you love me and I know deep down there, you still love my sister."

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To be continued.