Uhhhhh, hi?

This is absolutely crazy and it's been quite the while. Life has happened and I'm sure all of you that were here are different people now and won't even see this update.

As I'm sure most of you have guessed I'm no longer continuing this story, it was honestly just something I messed around with before I even knew I liked writing. I'm taking my writing seriously now and I enjoy it a lot. Unfortunately I'm not into the same people like I was when I was starting this, since I was quite literally in middle school when I first wrote the draft of this mess.

And I'm also not continuing this story because uhm, I'm a guy lol. I was in the closet for a long time and I do not want to continue pushing on my lesbian phase that I'm no longer a fan of. I know who I am and this is one of those things I'll just leave in the past.

But I do want to seriously thank a lot of you in the community back then who kept me happy and made me realize that I have some sort of talent for this writing stuff. I'm still active on other platforms like tumblr and even wattpad sometimes, as it is an old habit. So I haven't died or fallen off the face of the earth; I'm very much alive.

I hope that for those who have read some of this when it was trending or even the ones who saw this for whatever reason, just know that this story holds a huge pillar of life to me. It was my growing up experience and the only lick of fame I think I'll ever need. It was so fun but also so challenging in ways that I sometimes wish I could be challenged with again, as life right now gives me the biggest curve balls.

I enjoyed every comment, every like, and every single thing people did to actively support this story. It is nowhere near something I find as an achievement or one of my proudest pieces, as I will be the first to admit that this wasn't as much as people cracked it up to be. I think many of us at the time just wanted something to read and if it was easy enough to follow and had the plot line done by a middle schooler, who cares if it's grammatically correct ya know? I really don't mean to get sentimental, so don't misjudge me I'm very much not like crying or anything - but I have to appreciate all that this story has done and reflect on where I was.

I'm so different now. I absolutely love it and the growth is HUGE. And I'm glad to have some sort of memory to look back on when I think I haven't changed or am stuck in a cycle of dread.

Thank you everyone so much and thank you to my silent supporters. And even thank you to the people who had no clue what was going on, because trust me I didn't either.

Bye for now, but I guess not forever

-💚