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Emma's POV

"So what do you wanna do?" Jack asks me, after we stop hugging.

"I just want to crawl in a hole and die."

"Awh don't say that. You'd miss me in all of my awesomeness and my pervy comments," he smirks.

"Shut up," I hit his shoulder with mine.

I get up and go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and I jump. I do not look good. At all.

There's mascara smeared everywhere and my eyes are red and swollen from all the crying.

"I need to take a shower!" I shout from the bathroom.

"Okay! I'll just watch you through the keyhole!" Jack shouts back.

"Shut up!" I laugh.

After I've had a shower and look somewhat presentable I get dressed.

"Where are you going?" Jack asks me.

"We're going to the mall."

"We?" He tilts his head.

"Yes. You're coming with me," I say and Jack sighs.

I need to go somewhere to clear my head.

"Fine. But only because I feel bad for you."

I roll my eyes and drag Jack out of the dorm. I really need new clothes. Winter is coming and I have nothing to wear.

We drive to the mall and go to Zara.

"You NEED to buy this," Jack pulls out a slutty shirt - ripped everywhere, barely covers up my boobs and it's a see through.

"You're crazy," I snort and he puts it back.

"Does this look good?" I take out a grey sweater, on which it says: I'm cold, so buy me hot chocolate.

"I need one too but in black," Jack jumps and starts looking for one.

"You do know we're in women's department right?" I ask him and he stops and looks at me with a sweater in his hands.

"You do know I don't care right?"

"Okay. You do you, I guess," I laugh and he takes the sweater.

We end up buying 10 sweaters and a few pairs of leggings.

"Let's go get some coffee, what do you say?" Jack suggests.

"Let's go to starbucks and we'll drink it in the car."

It's not that I don't want to hang out with Jack it's just.. I'm really tired and I just want to go back to bed.

We drive to starbucks and he orders a frappucino.

He drives me to my dorm, "you sure that you'll be okay here by yourself?" Agh he's so thoughtful. I love him.

"For the hundredth time, yes Jack I will be fine," I laugh and he kisses me on my forehead, "call me if you need anything," he says and drives off.

When I get to my dorm I start crying again.

Why did I go to that room? That room out of all rooms that are in that mansion. I shouldn't have hidden in the bathroom.

I'm so stupid and naive for thinking anything about Luke.

I fall asleep, thinking about him.

Ugh. It's monday.

Again.

I'll have to see that jerk.

Again.

I wonder how things will be with Dean now that we've done all of those things... I hope he doesn't remember any of it. If that's not the case, then I'll act as if I don't remember anything, because I really don't want to explain myself to him. It would be awkward.

I get out of my bed, wake V up, who I heard coming in at 3am and go get ready for school.

On our walk to class I told her everything that happened.

"He's such a dick!" She yells and I put my hand over her mouth.

"Shut up there are people around us," I whisper and she licks my hand.

"Ew you're disgusting," I laugh, making her to stick her tongue out and I grab it with my thumb and my index finger.

She slaps my hand and I laugh at her.

Someone grabs my shoulder and I turn around, "hey," Dean says and I probably look like a tomato right now.

"Uh..h-hi," Why did I stutter?

"I had a lot of fun on that party," he winks me.

I get even more red.

Stop it!!

"Uh..what happened?" I'll act dumb.

"You don't remember?"

"Nope," I laugh nervously.

"Oh..okay," he's looking at his feet now.

"Hey Emma! You okay after what happened at the party?" Jack runs to me and I curse him out in my mind.

"I remember it in bits and pieces," I turn to Dean who just smirks.

"Sure," he winks and leaves.

"I hate that guy," Jack scoffs

"Why?"

"I have a weird feeling.. I don't know.." he trails off.

"The classes will start soon so go to class, you detective," I laugh and he rolls his eyes, leaving.

I really wish he wasn't 2 years older because I would love to have him in my class.

My first period is with Luke. So that's great.

I walk into the classroom and I instantly feel his eyes on me. This is making me so uncomfortable. Why can't he mind his own business? I sit next to V and she starts talking about Dylan. Again. But I really am happy for her. If she thinks she found the one then I'm happy. But if he breaks her heart, he's dead.

"Okay class I have an announcement. The ski trip is coming very soon. In three weeks to be exact, plus the christmas holidays, which makes it in four weeks. You need to give me the money for the trip until next week. If you don't pay, you don't go. With that being said, let's get on with our lession..." should I go? I'm not going if Luke's going that's for sure.

"I know what you're thinking and there's no way you're not going," V whispered in my ear.

"I don't know V.." I trail off.

"Shut up you're going. I'll drag you there if I need to," she threatens.

"Luke's gonna be there.."

"Fuck him! Jack and Dean will go there too! You can have fun with them," she winks and I cringe.

"Ew..no," I shake my head at the thought of doing anything with them.

They're hot I'm not saying they aren't but I don't know.. maybe Jack..

NO STOP IT WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!?

You're dumb Emma, do you know that?

Yeah Emma I know. But so are you.

Oh shut up!

No you shut- "miss would you care to answer the question?" The teacher interrupts my thoughts.

He's very young and he looks pretty good. He has curly brown hair and green eyes.

"I-I.. don't know the answer sir," I stutter again. What's up with the stutter today?

I hear Rachel laughing at me from the back of the class. She's always looking at me as if she wants to kill me. I don't know what's her problem. I think she likes Luke.

"Shut the fuck up!" V yells at her and her eyes almost pop out of her head.

"You did not just say that, you bitch," Rachel stands up.

"Bitch did I stutter?"

"Okay that's enough," the teacher holds in a laugh and coughs. "That's detention for you Vanessa and Rachel,"

V rolls her eyes and sits down.

"You didn't need to do that," I say but she signals with her hand, that it's fine.

It's time for lunch and I go to the benches to wait for V and Jack.

I start unwrapping my taco when I see Luke with a beanie, standing at the corner of the building.

"Can't stay away from me huh?" He smirks and sits next to me.

I ignore him. I won't give in. Not this time.

I take a bite of the taco and he gasps, "damn you don't have to eat that taco like that in front of me," he's still smirking.

I turn around and continue eating my taco. It's too good for him to ruin it.

"Come on Em, don't be like that."

I look around for V and Jack but they're nowhere to be seen.

"The girl is with her boyfriend and that Jack guy is not coming," he says and I roll my eyes, getting up.

I won't be here alone with him. And he's getting creepy and all stalkerish.

"Wait! Don't go," he sighs.

"Why shouldn't I?"

It's true. He hurt my feelings and I had to listen to... That.

"Listen. I saw you with Dean and I thought you didn't care about me so I went upstairs with her. That's it," he says and I've had it.

"Don't tell me that I'm the one acting like I don't care. Don't you dare tell me that! You were the one kissing my neck and 5 minutes later you were ignoring me for a whole week. What do you want from me? Tell me because i'm sick of it! I'm sick of playing these games with you. Why are you even here? To make fun of me? To try and kiss me again so you can ignore me later?" He's so confusing! And they say us girls are hard to figure out.

"You know why I'm here. You can't stay away from me and neither can I from you," he sighs and takes a step closer.

What does he mean by that?

"Let's be friends," he smirks, "and I think you know, what I mean by that," he winks.

"No. I won't be your 'friend' like every girl in this school."

"What do you want then?" His face is a few inches away from mine. If I moved my face to him just a bit, I would be able to kiss him. His full lips.

No.

"I..don't know,"

My mind is blank right now. Of course I don't know what I want.

He has a scar on his face. How come I just saw this? We were close like this multiple times. It makes him even hotter to be honest..

"You see.. that would be great right?" He smirks and I shake my head.

"I could fuck you like nobody ever did.. Trust me," he whispers to me and my heart starts racing even more as if it wasn't beating fast enough already.

I'm a virgin so this is kind of scary for me.

I gulp because I didn't want him to know anything about my non-existent sex life.

"Because by your attitude I can see that no one has fucked you good before.. am I right?" He kisses my neck again and I don't bother to swallow my moans.

"You love it when I kiss you there huh? Imagine what else I could do to you if you'd let me," he murmurs, while kissing my neck. I started to grab his hair out of pleasure and he moaned a bit too.

I don't think I've ever heard him moan. Even though I was locked in a bathroom, while he was having sex with someone right next to the bathroom. But he never moaned. Not once. And I got to admit that it was pretty hot.

He stops kissing my neck and looks at me. "So we're 'friends' now?" I shake my head.

"Well what do you want then? You want me to buy you flowers and take you out on dates?" He laughs but I look down at my feet, feeling the blood rushing into my cheeks.

"Are you serious?" He asks me, his voice deeper than before.

"And I can't do this shit while I go on dates with you?" He asks, referring to kissing and other things..

I nod.

"I can't believe I'm doing this," he sighs.

"You don't have to," I say but he shakes his head.

"I want to."

"Okay," I smile.

He nods and I turn around to leave but he pulls me back to him.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asks me.

My heart is pounding out of my chest.

"I-I.." I murmur.

"Shut up," he laughs and leans in to kiss me.