《Midnight Lullabies》01 | Of features and untold stories
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she sits by the window
broken pieces sewed up like a rag doll
from a childhood she never had
hair: dark as the night
dark like the charcoal the hopeless painter uses
staying up late to sketch the face of a love long forgotten
eyes: sharp as a knife
piercing the flesh of freshly slaughtered meat
the heartless butcher so easily throws on the display counter
lips: chapped and stained wine red
like the stains on her father's plush white couch
that screams murder
nose: pierced and straight
'forward and straight' he recites before piercing her body
and sucking the life out of her, like he was taught to
body: skeletal and fragile
bones poking out of her skin; stomach screaming for the nutrients
the magazine has deprived her of
heart: beating but broken
like the empty picture frames on the wall
of memories that could have been, but never were.
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Alternative title: By the Window
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