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Kai put the flowers he bought for his love. He placed it beside D.O and sat on the grass, beside his grave. Sehan started to tear up as he saw him, he didn't knew D.O was already gone-- he didn't knew his bestfriend was already gone. Sehan looks on his bestfriend's grave, he came near it and caressed it gently, tears running down his face. He can't accept the fact that his bestfriend is already dead.

Kai just watched Sehan sobbing uncontrollably, while hugging his bestfriend's grave. Kai looked at Sehan with sadness on his eyes and gave him the piece of paper D.O asks him to give to Sehan. It is sealed with a stapler and he can't read it-- he promised D.O he won't open it and will let Sehan read it because it is his.

Meanwhile, Sehan on the other hand, couldn't hold back his tears anymore. Reading his bestfriend's letter for him made him cry harder even more.

Sehan sheds in tears the moment he read his letter for him. The pain is too unbearable.

D.O's grave was placed next to Myungsoo and Taeoh's grave-- which is near to Kyungsoo and Jongin's.

Kai had a flashback, D.O died because of Krystal. Yes, Krystal killed him-- accidentally. Krystal was about to shoot Jongin with a gun that time but D.O blocked him and that made him the one who got killed. Kai was the one who's supposed to die that time but because of D.O, he's still alive.

He is somehow blaming himself because if he didn't let him block him, he should've been alive still. He's blaming himself to be the reason why his love died.

When D.O is lacking out of breath, he came near to Krystal who is at the moment, crying. He said those words that flattered his mom's heart in sadness. He weakly kissed his mom's forehead and hugged her tightly.

And that was the moment when he fainted but Kai on the other hand got his grip on Kyungsoo and Kai brought him to his car to bring him at the hospital. While Kris didn't let go of Krystal minding the possibility she might escape again.

When Kai brought D.O on his car, he tapped D.O's cheeks lightly and tries to wake him up. D.O slightly opens his eyes and saw Kai, sweating and crying at the same time.

Kai begs at D.O who's now smiling watching at him. D.O hugged Kai weakly and kissed his lips for a second and said the words that tore Kai's heart into pieces.

And that was the moment when D.O closed his eyes... forever.

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Kai said to his secretary, Xiao Lu, and packed his things for the mean time.

Xiao lu smiles at him and Kai nodded, smiling at him weakly. He misses his D.O so much.

Kai said with a smile on his face. His smile faded when he heard someone knocked on his door. And when Xiao lu realizes who it was, he immediately went near him and squeals in happiness.

Xiao lu jumps on Sehan, hugging him tightly. Sehan smiles at his hyung and Xiao lu showered Sehan's face with kisses.

Sehan's face brightened when he saw Xiao lu and welcomed him with a kiss.

Kai just chuckled. If only D.O was here, they could be even more than sweeter.

Yes, Xiao lu was the one Sehan and D.O was talking about. Xiao lu is Sehan's deer hyung. Xiao lu is Sehan's love. Xiao lu is Sehan's eternity.

And Sehan thanked D.O for what he has said to him for bringing himself back to Xiao lu.

Kris and Tao are staying strong as ever. As they promised, they won't let go of each other. Their love went into something, they already have a daughter namely Ace. They're now happy together and starting new for the better.

Krystal was admitted at the mental hospital again. Eversince that happened to D.O, she already decided to start new and think about her good as well. Krystal is slowly recovering at the hospital. She's starting new and she already regrets what she has done the past few years in her life.

Meanwhile, Kai, is now a CEO of the company Kris has given him. He sti doesn't have a family on his own and is not planning to have one anymore.

D.O's heart was given to Kai, D.O asked Sehan to do the operation and he can't say no to his bestfriend's last will. Kai took years to move on, but guessing years is still not enough for him to move on and forget about him.

It's been 10 years since D.O left, but his love for him never faded.

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Kai lay down beside D.O's grave. After visiting his appas' graves, he immediately went to D.O as well to his father and sister. Today is D.O's 10th death anniversary. He bought flowers for him and placed it beside him.

Kai's tears started to fall down. These are the words D.O usually say to him when the two of them just met each other at the cemetery in the morning before the sun rises back then.

He misses D.O so much, he misses his love every single day. How he wishes to be with him now.

Kai was still beside D.O's grave until the sunsets came. He watched the sun as it sets.

They usually do this together when he's still alive.

But now, he's all alone, watching the beautiful scenery from here.

But even though D.O already left him, he knows there is one reason why he left, for good.

And that is to learn himself to be happy without him.

Because he knows that they will meet again, not in this life, but in the other life.

Their memories with each other may fade but his love for the doe-eyed man longed and never lasted.

Kai didn't noticed he was actually staring at D.O's grave, with tears running down his face. And the words he has kept for a long time finally let out.

And by saying those words, he felt the joy in his heart. He can feel his D.O with him now, he can still feel his love for him, even now.