sorry for the late update. i've been sick for a few days, but has now finally recovered. sorry for the long wait and happy 37k reads! thank you so much!

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D.O fainted right after he said those words. Sehan carried him to his car and has droven to the nearest hospital. Sehan sobbed at the moment, his bestfriend has been sick since God only knows and he can't be stressed, he can't be tired, his heart can't be tired.

D.O has anemia, he got it since he was still young because his mother had difficiencies when she was still bearing him. It has the same story with Kyungsoo and Kai, right? Taeoh and D.O had different ailment but has the same path on going through the end.

That's one of the reasons why he told Jongin to forget about him anymore, it's because he'll be dying soon as well, and doesn't want to get attached with the older anymore--since he knows they'll be dying soon as well. He wants to die peacefully without worries running on his mind. But silly him, he will die inside soon without being with his love, until he dies.

And the other reason why they should distant with each other, is because they are half brothers. But... are they really are?

An hour or two passed, D.O finally woke up. He's now okay--the reason why he fainted is because of too much stress. He has been lacking of sleep the past few nights and it's all because of his and Jongin's situation. Meanwhile, he found himself in a white room, with a sleeping Sehan beside him, while holding his hand. He smiled at the happening. He really loves his bestfriend that much, but not in a romantic way, not in a romantic way as much as he loves Kai--but sadly, they can't be together.

D.O caresses Sehan's hair making Sehan wake up. When he realized his bestfriend has finally woken up, he immediately checked D.O up.

Sehan stood up but D.O stopped him.

D.O said,he smiled, showing off his heart-shaped lips.

Sehan asked and D.O just nod slowly

Sehan casually said that made D.O's smile fade away.

D.O started to tear up and Sehan wiped his tears,

Through his words, he felt a sting on his heart as he remembered their memories of his Deer hyung.

He don't wanna see his bestfriend to suffer the same way he suffered together with his Deer hyung, he doesn't want it.

And mostly, Sehan's words will be seen and proved in the end.