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"Wassup ma, just wanted to let you know that you finna be a granny." I said smiling looking at my mama as she was in a coma.

"I hope you get well so you can see my baby. I know you'll love to be here." I said looking down.

"I love you ma and ima come see you later." I said standing up.

This really hard for me fam. The only people I got is my older sister, jayda, & her family.

I'm grateful for my girl and I'm glad I still got her after the childish as shit.

I made it to my car and got inside and broke down.

Real niggas don't cry.

Hell nawl kash don't be pussy.

I made my way home and went to my room. Wishing my mama was here in this house wimmie.

I got in the shower and allat shit then laid down.

Depressed as a mf.

(Jr wanna FaceTime🦾🤍)

"Waddup nep." I said to my nephew jr. this my sister son.

"Uncle kash? Where you at? Come get yo sister cuh." He said and I started laughing.

"What she do now gang?" I asked sitting up on my bed.

"Talm bout 'clean up this fucking room all this damn shit everywhere' like lady is it bothering you?" He said and I died laughing.

"Put her ugly ahh on the phone." I told him but his sister came and got the phone.

"Hey uncle kash." She said smiling. "Wassup princess." I said.

"Where ya mama?" I asked her. "In her room-" she started to say.

"Owwww MOMMY JR JUST HIT ME IN MY HEAD WITH A WATER BOTTLE." She yelled and I was deceased.

"Man I'll fuck with y'all later." I said hanging up.

Then jayda called and I got happy. "Hey bae." She said smiling in the camera.

"Bae, I'm tryna see why you smiling so hard." I said causing her to laugh.

"Shut up." She laughed looking away. "You ate?" I asked her.

"Yes kyrie. Did you eat?" She asked me and I nodded lying.

"Whatchu ate?" She asked me. "Food?" I asked and she mugged me.

"You lying and I'm tryna see Whatchu lying for." She said rolling her eyes.

"You always think a nigga lying cuh." I said smacking my lips.

"And everytime I think that I'm right, right?" She said catching a attitude.

"I just feel like who am I to lie to? Yeen gotta lie to me bitch." She said.

"Damn all this over me lying about eating?" I asked mugging.

"Whatchu got to lie for tho?" She asked me. "I was just playing cuh." I said.

"I'm not your cuh kyrie I'm so tired of you calling me that. You tryna get beat dafuc up?" She asked me serious ass hell.

"Jayda .. me and you both know your not gonna be my ass maam. Calm down." I said sighing.

"Pooh shiesty that's my dawg.." I mumbled turning the game on.

"Bae?" She called out but I was doing some so Ain say nun.

"Kyrie?" She said but I still didn't reply I knew what I was doing😏🤣.

"Bitch ass nigga! I know you mf hear me calling yo dumb ass name!" She yelled into the phone.

"Wassup baby?"I finally answered "you heard me calling you." She said hanging up.

She'll call back .. or will she? I'm finna call my baby back.

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+Journey🧡💍+

"Ma? Can I go to loyalty house?" I asked her and she waited a long time before responding.

"When?" She said and I looked at her crazy. "Right now? Today?" I asked her.

"I don't care Journey." She said and I smiled going to my room.

"Who finna take you tho?!" She yelled from her room. Did she forget I can drive?

"She coming to get me mama." I said texting her back.

"Okay, be safe mamas and do you need money?" She asked me.

"No maam." I said. "Okay." She responded. Tired of this shit.

What shit?

I have no idea. I'm slow ass hell bruh😂my ole weird ass.

"Jaydaaaa!" I yelled trying to see if she was here or not.

"She ain't here lil head." My daddy said popping up at my door.

"At least it ain't big." I said mugging him. "Where you going fats?" He asked me.

"Mind my bidness Whatchu needa be doing." I said laughing at his face.

"Stay yo ass in the house ugly." He said and I laughed. "Um sorry sir my mother already told me I can go." I said mugging him.

"Ask me do I give a damn. Nahh I'm just playing fats. But where you going?" He asked me.

"Loyalty house." I told him. "You spending the night?" He asked frowning.

"Yes .. your going to miss me sir?" I asked pouting like him.

"No dahell." He said gagging and I busted out laughing.

"Ion care because I'm glad I'm getting away from you." I said mugging him.

"Yeah whatever when you need money don't come to me." He said walking away.

"MY MAMA FOREVER GOT ME!" I yelled laughing.

"Mhm." He said and loyalty texted me letting me know she was outside.

I grabbed my things and went to my mama & pops room.

"I love y'all & see y'all later." I said kissing them both on the cheeks and they said it back.

I locked the door on my way out and got in loyalty car with niggas in it.

My type of party Yesssuh.

"Where we going?" I asked loyalty. "My house I'm throwing a party." She said and I nodded.

We finally got to her house and she already had shit up for the party.

"Go change into something cute." Loyal told me and I nodded going up the stairs.

"Period don't play with my motherfucking niece." Loyalty said hyping me up.

(SoIcyGirl Wayda here🦾 anyways for the ones who don't remember kaymari is loyalty sister! Loyalty is 19 & Journey 16! And yes ima be calling loyalty loyal for short😈!)

"Ouuu." Some nigga said that looked way older than me said.

"Get at him." Loyal said smirking at me. "Yeah .. no thanks." I said looking at him then back at her.

"Come on Journey tighten up." She said and I shook my head.

"Have a drink." She said giving me some Liquor. I didn't wanna drink it but I didn't wanna be a party pooper.

I drunk it then took a sit and got on my phone. "Wassup lil mama." The same older nigga said sitting next to me.

"Hi." I smiled looking back on my phone. (Journey more of the soft one and jayda the mean one!)

"What's ya name mama?" He asked me. "Journey." I told him and he kinda laughed.

"Like a notebook?" He asked me and I smiled a little. "How old you is?" He asked.

"16 and you?" I asked him looking up at him. "21." He said smiling.

"Oh." I said looking at everyone dance and smoke.

I got up away from him to go dance and he came up behind me.

He finna blow me at this point ..

"Can you please move?" I asked him while stop dancing. "Why? Yeen feeling a Nigga or some?" He asked me.

"It's not that .. I just don't know you." I told him and he chuckled.

"You can get to know me tho." He kinda dragged my arm up the stairs.

"Why we gotta come up here for me to get to know you?" I asked him as he dragged me into the room.

"Ain finna hurt you mama." He said sitting on one of loyal's beds.

"You look too good." He said smiling at me. I smiled back. "Thanks." I said looking around.

"Mhm." He said touching my thigh and I got nervous. "Please don't touch me .. thought we was getting to know each other .." I said lowly for him to hear.

"We is getting to know each other." He smiled still touching me. "I gotta um pee." I said.

"You can do that in a min just talk to me mamas." He said unzipping my pants.

"Please stop." I told him but he ignored me. I tried to get up but he pushed me down roughly.

"Chillout." He said with his deep ass voice. "No move!" I yelled.

"You yelling like they can hear you." He said laughing taking my panties off.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked him frowning.

"Because I want to now shut the fuck up." He told me. "Stop!" I yelled and he punched me in my eye.

I just want my mama💔.

He started doing the nasty on me but I started fighting him but he had more advantage.

An hour later and he finally left and I just laid in the room crying.

Get up bitch.

I got up and got my clothes and took a shower. The party was still going on.

I was hurt tho .. this never happened me to before.

Why would he do that to me?

I wish I would have stayed at home with my parents.

I wanna .

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