When I woke up this morning I felt refreshed until I had to run to the bathroom. I threw up everything in my system. I walked back to my room and noticed I was only in my sports bra and underwear. I looked around the room and didn't see my clothes from last night. I shrugged and went downstairs. I went into the kitchen and grabbed some juice. I took a big long drink. I jumped when someone cleared their throat. I looked and saw Jaxon standing against the door frame.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I brought you in last night. Don't worry Bree changed you. She didn't finish because you threw up on her twice. She left after. I stayed. I wanted to know you were okay" he answered.

"I don't need you here" I replied.

"Lena. Do you realize how bad last night was? All because you wanted to have some fun? You almost got raped. Again. All because you had to get drunk and eat a fucking pot brownie without thinking about what I told you the first time I ever took you to a damn party. Never take drinks from someone. Do not eat foods from the stoner kids" he yelled.

"I'm fine. I've been doing okay without you in my life. You cheated on me and now you're in my house. Thinking it's okay. Just leave me alone" I yelled back. I went to him and started pushing him out of the kitchen but he wouldn't move.

"Get out" I screamed pushing his chest. He wouldn't budge. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me tight. I couldn't move back.

"I was drunk. I didn't mean to do it. I made a stupid idiot choice and I'm sorry. I know that doesn't make it okay. I know. But honestly. Lena. I love you. I only want to be with you. I want to stay it won't happen again. I want you to trust me. I want you to believe in me. You've always believed in me. Even when all I did was get in trouble. You never once treated me differently. I swear on my life I will never ever hurt you again. Please" he said as I kept trying to get out of his arms.

"Let me go" I begged. I was starting to cry.

"Never" He said.

He finally let me go. He pushed my hair back from my face. He tucked it behind my ears. I would look at him. I slapped him. His head turned to the side. I pushed him again. He grabbed my arms pulled me to his chest. I looked up at him and he kissed me. I didn't kiss him back. He kept kissing me. It took me a minute to kiss him back. He bent down a little bit. His hands on the back of my thighs. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He walked me over to the table and set me down.

I couldn't believe I did that. I looked at him. He was breathing a little hard. I locked my lips and looked back up at the ceiling. I sat up. I got down from the table. I grabbed my bra and underwear. I put them on. I grabbed his clothes from the ground and threw them at him. He sat up.

"What's going on?" He asked.

"You need to leave" I answered. I walked out of the kitchen. He came after me and grabbed my arm.

"But we just had sex" he said.

"Yeah and we shouldn't have done that. You cheated. Why on earth would I forgive you for that?" I demanded.

"Because you love me and I love you" He replied. I shook my head.

"Yes I love you but you broke my heart again" I responded. I pulled my arm from his hold and went upstairs.

Later on that day I scrubbed and scrubbed the table. If my mom knew about it. I don't think she would ignore me anymore and be all in my business. My phone went off and I grabbed it. I answered it.

"Wanna hang out?" Bree said.

"Yeah. You can come over. Bring food with you. And I need to talk to you" I replied.

"Got it. See you soon" she responded. We hung up the phone and I continued scrubbing the table.

Bree came in with bags. I laughed. We brought them to the kitchen.

"What's up with the table?" She asked. All the cleaning products were on there. Along with my gloves.

"Jaxon and I had sex" I blurted.

"On the table?" She said with wide eyes.

"Maybe" I replied.

"Ew. So I'm guessing you did forgive him" she responded.

"No" I said. She smacked my arm.

"Why the hell did you do that with him then?" She asked.

"I don't know. We were fighting and then he kissed me. Next thing I know we are on the table" I answered. She nodded.

"My brother came back and he looked a little hopeful" she replied. I shrugged.