dear angel,

when i see you, i see my happiness.

when you see me, you see a friend of the past that's fallen away.

do you even see me, at all?

you stopped in front of me to pull out your umbrella, to block away the rain.

i feel like the rain.

i stopped myself from hugging you.

trust me. that was the hardest thing i've ever done.

i watched you run off to yi an.

i regretted not hugging you.

i know you have no interest in me, but i adore you.

i'm sorry.

sincerely,

tae kwang