I've given the twins a chance to test it out seeing if what I'm feeling is real or is it just lust, I need to wrap my head around this whole thing.

"Baby don't you think you should at least break it off with Mark now that we are together" Liam says sweetly laying on my lap while I play in his hair.

"Yeah, tell him you found someone else" Ethan says from behind me running his hands through my hair I can't even remember how we even got into this position we were watching a movie and then boom next thing I know we are like this weird right.

"Yeah, I'm going to tell him just not, yet I don't want to think about him while we are here Okay let's just have some time for ourselves" I say turning Liam's head back to the television instead of looking at me.

"I couldn't have said it better baby girl" Ethan says kissing my cheek causing me to blush letting Mark leave my mind completely but he seems to come right back somehow no matter how many times I try and remove him.

Ding!

My phone goes off while Ethan and Liam finish the dishes from dinner. What I saw made me angrier than I've ever been it was a picture message from an unknown number with a photo of Mark and Stacy kissing.

My blood boiled I wanted to kill that bitch for putting her disgusting lips on my Pooh bear but then I got sad it's only been a week since I've been gone and he goes and kisses Stacy my heart ached I thought we were perfect I guess not the twins were right it's time to forget about him or else I'll be sad forever and I refuse to be let's get a little even.

Well not a little a lot seeing as what my mind was telling me to do, this probably is a bad idea, but I chose not to think about it just do it and get it over with.

After Ethan goes to bed from being exhausted, he claims I go to Liam's room to sleep for the night.

"Hey baby" he greets me as I make way into the other side of the bed getting in next to him. I kiss him softly on the lips once and then twice he looks shocked at the action but soon pull me into him kissing me passionately and I oblige kissing him back just as passionate.

He hovers over me kissing me more forcefully, I slip his shirt from his body and toss it to the ground somewhere as he does the same with my top leaving me bare while he stares at me in awe.

"Baby, are you sure you want to go through with this because if you aren't we have to stop I don't think I'll be able to control myself" he says looking deep into my eyes in search for an answer. "I'm sure now stop talking" I say pulling his face back to mine slipping my tongue into his mouth also.

Are you really about to do this with Liam your stepbrother and guardian are you really done with Mark.

My conscious says but I ignore it. Soon after we both are completely bare and breathing heavily from our kiss "are you a virgin?" He asks, I tell him the truth and he tense a little before getting rough. He grabs both my legs putting them on each of his shoulder before slamming into me hard.

"Ahhhhh!" I scream out from pain and pleasure while he thrust into me repeatedly with the same speed, but each thrust was harder than the last leaving me wanting more. He flips me over so that I'm lying on my stomach I remember this position all too well from my experience with Mark, but this felt different more exciting than I felt with Mark.

"What's my name baby" he asks but I'm too busy enjoying this moment to answer him with words instead I moan out loud. He grabs my hair pulling me to face him "What's my name baby" he says again his voice was so deep and scary I don't why it turned me on even more than before "Liam" I breathe out but that only causes him to pull my hair and slam into me harsher than before "Fuck" he whispers closing his eyes.

"Baby What's my name" he grits, I don't know if he thinks I can read minds, but I can't, so I just say the first thing my mind thinks he wants to be called and go for it.

"DADDY!" I shout not bothering to contain my moans that probably could be heard throughout the house. "Good girl" he coos while repeating his previous actions until we both release with one another.

We lay beside each other panting I can't believe I just had sex with Liam and enjoyed it so much I don't even regret what I've just done at all that was amazing even with the rough and kink I loved every bit of it.

"I see you guys had fun without me" I turn to see Ethan standing by the door with a smirk on his face.

"How long have you been there" Liam ask pulling me closer to him, I don't bother to hide or look away I feel high on something magical, and I don't want to come down from it. "The whole time actually can't believe you two didn't even consider me" he held his chest as if he was hurt by it.

I giggle getting up from Liam walking over to Ethan "who said the fun had to be overcome on" I pull his hand leading him out of the room into his heading to the shower for our turn.

I don't know what's gotten into me tonight, but I love it.

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