I've been bored out of my mind since my angel left, I don't talk to anyone hardly because I'm on the phone or texting her the entire time which I'm not complaining I'm glad that she's having fun I just wish I could be there with her now.

Heading to first period I sit in my usual spot next to Stacy of course who constantly stares at me during the entire period.

"H-hi Mark" she says in her usual excited voice, I give her a quick wave back not replying texting my angel instead "so I was wondering if you wanted to go and hang out later Friday after school" she says hopefully looking a little nervous but I mean come on what does 'I have a girlfriend' does she not understand I'll never give her a chance me and my angel will be together forever and for that to happen I'm going build in us more each day.

"Look Stacy I'm-"

"A few of other people are coming along with us if you're worried about being alone with me" she says the last part sadly , I really don't like being mean to her she's a nice girl all she wants is some attention from me that I cannot give but that doesn't mean I have to be an asshole to her she's human to what's the harm in going out I'm bored all day anyway when my angel is gone.

"I'll go where is it?" I ask putting it into my calendar so I won't forget not that Stacy wouldn't remind me anyway. "Really?!? And at the beach this is going to be so much fun" she says with a bright smile on her face. "Yeah, but only as friends, right?" I say letting it be clear, she nods her head repeatedly smiling like crazy.

Through the entire day she reminded me about us hanging out telling me not to forget and how she was so excited I was willing to come with her. But I made sure she remembered my beautiful girlfriend who I am very in love with and loyal to.

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Today was the day I go 'hang out' with Stacy and I was already considering backing out of it at the last minute something didn't feel right about all of it but I didn't want to break her heart, so I decided I was going to continue as planned.

"Hey, I'm glad you actual came" Stacy says dressed in a two piece with shorts covering her bottom half.

"I said I would" I scan over the area to see a few people from school hanging around the beach doing their own thing "do you want anything to drink" she ask breaking the silence I shake my head and she leaves coming back with two beers in her hand.

"Here drink up" she says downing her drink like a pro.

"Woah slow down Stacy" I say taking the bottle away from her hold causing her to whine.

"Oh don't be such a pussy right now, how about this I bet I could down more beers than you first one to stop has to eat from there" she points to a stand with a man who sold the most disgusting food I've ever tasted.

I smirk at her not one to back down from a challenge I accept making my way to the group of students and more people standing at a table along with Stacy who pulls two cases of beers into the table next to us she gives me an evil smirk and I give her one back ready for whatever.

"One... two... three... CHUG!" Someone shouts and I pop open a beer drinking it faster than I've ever drank in my life letting the liquid slid down my throat easily.

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Two more cases of beers later I can barely keep myself up from all the drinks I've consumed I don't know how I'm even lasting this long, looking over I see Stacy has given up putting her half-done beer back into the table throwing her hands up in surrender. And the crowd goes crazy shouting.

"MARK! MARK! MARK!" The crowd chants as I raise my arms in victory

"Get up now let's go and pick your dish for tonight I say helping her up making our way to the truck of doom that'll for sure give her stomachache for weeks.

"No please mark I don't want to I'll die if I have to eat a thing from there" she tries to get out of my hold but I'm stronger than her dragging her up to the truck looking over the menu "so what will it be Stacy" I said smiling at her face.

"I think I'm going to be sick" she whispers making me chuckle "you know what I'll choose for you... she'll have let's see the..." I watch as she pouts wondering what I might select for her.

"The bubble and squeak please" I say looking at her pale face once more. "No Mark please don't do this I'll do anything else pick something else from the menu please I'm begging you.

It looks edible but when you take that first bite you feel as if you're in hell with just a bite of the most disgusting food ever.

"Here you are" the man comes back with a takeout plate and hands it to me while I hand him the money. I make my way slowly to where Stacy ran off to sitting next to her, I hand her the plate and a fork waiting for her to take the first bite.

"Bon appétit" I smile at her innocently while she glares snatching the plate away from me.

"My mother didn't raise a quitter; I'll accept my destiny" she says taking a piece and putting it into her mouth chewing at a fast pace.

I laugh as her face scrunches up and she spits it out of her mouth grabbing a beer to wash it down. "That bad huh?" I ask still laughing at her

"You want to taste it" she says shoving the fork into my mouth causing me to rapidly spit it out not swallowing any of it "I can still taste it on my tastebuds" I try grabbing the bottle away from her, but she pulls it away from me.

"Stacy, I need it this shit is disgusting" I yell pulling her closer to me so that I can get the bottle. Before I know what's happening Stacy smashes her lips into mine and what shocked me even more is that I was kissing her back.

Oh, fuck no!

I stand quickly wiping my lips of her kiss "fuck why would you do that Stacy I have a girlfriend" I say angrily.

"I-I'm s-sorry i thought we connected right there...I thought you wanted it" she says sadly holding her head down, I can't believe I agreed to come here trying to be friendly to her this is my fault she thought I liked her because I acted as a friend today, I can't believe this girl.

"Stay away from me and I mean it Stacy" I storm off getting into my car punching my steering wheel with my fist repeatedly I need to tell Abby, but I know she's going to get mad.

If you don't tell her somebody will and that'll be worse than you telling her yourself.

My conscious tells me I know it's right, but I need to think of the words to say first before I come out with it. I drive home trying to think of the right words, but none comes to mind I just have to come out with it. I decided to call her and explain everything.

"Hey, Bear, how are you doing"

"I'm fine angel I have to tell you something so please let me explain"

"Is everything okay?"

"I went to hang out with a group of people from school today and Stacy was there also, and we got drunk"

"Okay..."

"We kind of was playing around and ended up kissing but I swear angel it meant nothing, and I didn't want it I love you with all my heart I promise I didn't even know she was going to kiss me otherwise I wouldn't have gone their angel"

"YOUR LYING RIGHT TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE?!?"

"It isn't angel, but I swear-"

"FUCK YOU!"

And with that she ended the call I tried calling back about a hundred times, but she didn't pick up, I sent her numerous messages and voicemails telling her how much I love her and am so sorry.

I throw my phone across the room laying on my bed I stare at the ceiling thinking about what things will be like for us now that I've fucked up big time, I hope she doesn't break up with me this is just a little argument that we can work out right?

I have to do everything in my power to keep her I can't lose her now that my dreams of having her came true.

Before I know it tears stream down my face at the thought of losing my angel forever. I'll fix this angel if it's the last thing I do.

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