《better left unsaid》count down
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today i am 6,258 days old. that's 894 weeks or 205.3 months.
this means it has been 17 years, 1 month and 18 days since i was forcibly removed from my mothers body, and nothing has been right since.
good things are happening to me, and bad things too. these things really highlight to me how my brain is supposed to think.
key word here is always supposed to, i'm supposed to look a certain way, be a certain way, feel a certain way. yet i am far too stuck inside my own head for comfort.
how do these "good things" not equate to good feelings? or any feelings at all?
there are always so many possibilities but none of them have ever appealed to me. maybe tomorrow they will. maybe day 6,259 will be different. here's to hope.
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The Children of the Divine Limit
A realistic, psychological isekai: What pushes people to rejoice, to torture, to sacrifice, to kill? What gives some the will to survive and thrive in a new land and others the craving for dominance and exploitation? What would those who grew up without power all their lives do when given the approval and blessings of God Himself? How far will someone go to protect those close to them? How far will someone go to exact vengeance against an unjust world? How far can someone go before the abyss looks back at them? "Everything in the world is about sex — except sex. Sex is about power." - Oscar Wilde “Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.” - Abraham Lincoln Greed is the worst of all the deadly sins; all of human history lays out the evidence to support this thesis. Consider all of the above before reading this story: A 12th-grade high school class is sent to another world; a world of sword and magic called Omicron where other-worlders are revered as heroes given the divine blessing of the Lord God Sapiora, creator of Omicron's human race. It is currently a world at war. The humans of Omicron need these divine heroes as weapons against the Demon Emperor and the demihuman forces of the evil god Azazelin. However, two students within the class, Ajax Leonid and Shaula Seikennith, haven't been given the hero's blessing. They've been given something else, something more curious; the blood of a deity who noticed their specialness. As a result, after escaping the clutches of their summoners who tried to kill them for their lack of heroic potential, Ajax and Shaula enter the new world of Omicron with no one on their side except each other. While wading through rivers of blood, Ajax and Shaula seek a stable life, a life where they can salvage happiness. They have each other above all else. Perhaps the cost will be worth it. Perhaps not.
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Meet Harmony: A canny duelist in the world’s most popular monster fighting video game. When she receives a message promising fame and adventure through dragon taming, she jumps at the chance. Getting in on the ground level of a new hot game is the opportunity of a lifetime. What could go wrong? The next thing Harmony knows, she’s been transported to a world where she is the character, dragons are real, and the duels have become life or death. Ding! Travelers from other realms have changed the course of our world's history before — for good and ill. Now the world has become stagnant and a new voice is needed. How will you place your stamp?
8 178Astral Land
Astral Land is a fantasy novel that combines elements of the Indonesian archipelago with a fantasy life. This novel itself is a series of recitations that tells the journey of a young man named Reno Prayuda adventuring in another dimension called "Astral Land".
8 70A Tribe of Kassia
An irreligious desert elf develops crippling panic attacks when his village is destroyed and betrothed kidnapped. Teaming up with a zealous minotaur monk -- himself a reformed mercenary -- is the only chance to save her.
8 84Adventures of Vee
An isekai/portal fantasy where the lead is brought into another world and squanders his gifts to aid him in preventing the threat to the land. From there, he needs to use all his skill to learn how the world works in a desperate bid to obtain more information about why he is there, and what all is expected of him. These chapters have not been edited. It is being posted shortly after being written. Any comments and critiques are most welcome.
8 240hope not, blackpink
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