This ain't some poem this time.

I am just furious and I really need to take this out.

For intro just so that u can get what I mean?

Go read my latest announcement

How can people be so much cruel?

Why does it always have to be us girls who are told

"Don't go out at night" when we just want to go for some fresh air

"Don't wear short clothes" when we just like wind on our skin

"Don't provoke them" when they come and tease and touch us.

"Don't fight back" when they misbehave with us.

Why?

Cause there are so douchebags scoundrel waiting out in the dark night

Because their lustrous eyes view us as objects?

Because if we provoke them, they'll stalk us?

Because if we fight back, they'll rape us?

I'm sure each and every girl have been deliberating told about rape cases in their known or nearby areas and all. Why?

So that we'll be careful

So that we cover ourselves, we take measures

Just.... why....

This is a fucking global issues and yet there are cases where justice isn't served

Where the victims family have to look down, and admit that their girl have been raped.

We have been taught about safety

But why are boys not taught about consent

And once the girl is raped? What next?

She must have provoke him

She was drunk

She was out at night

She was laughing and talking to the boy

She flirted with the guy

She slapped the guy

It's her fault

The whole life of a girl who is raped, turns into flames immediately.

People really need to speak up. But ik why some women might not speak up if it happened with them. In a way, we all know why....

But some sure do take a stand for themselves. I came across a pin I want to share

Even some devils are found within the family....

And I honestly don't want to start there... at all...

Nvm That

Rape is nowadays so freaking common... in fact it's the most "popular" crime committed

I honestly have heard rape more frequently than the word murder or even sex

Now, rape is nothing but "forced sex" in eyes of them while it destroys one's own life.

Tbh, it even happens in married life. Forced sex is raped, no matter when u did it, u freaking raped her...

A murder isn't as big as a crime rape is. Cause u send a person to death

While in rape, you burn her family, the girl and her future to ashes..

Tbh, I have trust issues When it comes to males.

I feel uncomfortable around any male even a year above my age. I can't stand properly without distracting myself so that I don't think wrong about the person in front. I try to block all those rape thoughts that never seem to leave my mind. And in that process, I succeeded, partially. But at the same time, lost the voice inside my head. I don't know what I think or why I am feeling whatever I am feeling. If it's caused cause of some thoughts of mine, which would have appeared in my head if I didn't build a big damn block. And I feel most uncomfortable around my dads relatives.. I don't trust them and never will.

I am comfortable around boys younger than me. And quite few around my age.

Though surprisingly, online I am friends with males who are older than me. It hurts that if I met them irl before meeting online, I wouldn't have even glanced at them.

It's unfair to even boys, that most of them are nice, and I don't get to talk to them cause of fear of ...

I have been told not to hit boys, and made that understand through cases such as acid attacks, kidnapping examples. One such is even in my own family. My mausi was about to get kidnapped by her ex classmate only cause she slapped him hard in front of public.

She came in news too, got awards and met celebs, her family was interviewed. There was a failed attempt to kidnap her, and she freaking is 10 min away from my house from walking dammit!

They took her into a van, but the gate wasn't closed properly. So she escaped.

Nvm that

See you all later

Oh

One last thing