In this chapter we view more into Amber's last year in high school and she's finally eighteen and legally an adult and we go deeper in her love life. Please don't forget to comment and vote.

- It's January and schools have reopened and Amber is already missing Jess as she waits for her friends to come. As she waits Harold passes by and Amber just runs into his arms and jumps onto him. "Hey Ambs." he says chuckling and also trying to make sure he holds her firmly but not crossing any boundaries. "I see someone has missed me." "Yeah of course I did." Amber stays longer than she should on Harold as she sinks in the nice cologne he uses. "Well how have you been Harold?" she asks once she gets off. "I've been good hey how have you been?" he pauses for a minute still with a smile on his face. "I've been good too, working on my rugby skills you know....Guess I'll see you around." Amber is a little disappointed as to why he doesn't hold her like she belongs to him and why doesn't he even ask her out. "Hey you." Bianca says and they hug each other so tightly out of excitement. "I've missed you so much!" Bianca says to Amber and they chit chat and all the other girls join them and they start making their way to the main assembly. "Welcome grade twelves, I hope you have had enough rest and you will make sure that you take this year extremely seriously." as the teachers are giving their long speeches Amber disappears in the crowd to be with Gerald and have her pleasure at their usual spot. "When are you going to come to my house Amber, this fucking now really needs a bed." he says as he rolls of the condom. "I don't know where you live and you don't even have a car to get me there so I don't know how that will work out." they part ways and she bumps into Dean, "Amber, can you quickly come over here." "Yeah wassup D?" Dean looks like his about to drop a bomb on Amber, all that's going on in her mind is that Trevor found out about what she's been up to. "Well I heard from my boy Trevor..... He is currently in KZN, he had a fight with his dad and he sent Trevor there. You can call him whenever you're ready to talk to him." Amber is in shock, why when she's ready, why doesn't he just call. "Okay thanks Dean. I better get going." Amber is already paranoid about this, this means he knows what she has been busy doing. "Amber you have been nominated to be our class representator." her homeroom teacher Mrs Hughes says as she walks into class. "So you'll have to prepare a speech and they'll decide if they still want you to be their class rep." she adds. 'Wow so much responsibility. I definitely won't get time to miss school here.' Amber thinks to herself but she agrees anyway to be their class rep. " Where have you been girl?" Bianca and Chloé ask her. "A lady doesn't kiss and tell." she says trying to brush them off. This has to be their secret. The day is long and they get to meet their new teachers but it's not so many teachers that are new. They are told to design their matric jacket and the best design will win so they can start working on their jackets. Amber and her friends don't really care much, all that matters is that they have that jacket, finally they are the seniors. "Has anything happened between you and Paul?" Bianca asks really wanting something to happen the two of them already, little does she know that Amber is fucking Gerald but really wants Harold all to herself and Trevor is maybe back in her life too. "No hey, but it's still a long year ahead who knows something might just happen babe." Amber really doesn't want to break his heart, he really is the perfect guy for any girl but not for her.

- "Hey Ambs." Paul says as he comes towards Amber, they only have been texting over the holidays and unfortunately Paul didn't make it to Matric. "Hey Paul. How are you?" she says already getting pulled in for a hug. Paul also smells really good and always clean too. "Well I've been good just need a wife to be better you know, someone like you." "Well who knows you could have me as a wife Paul." Paul is surprised to finally hear these words from Amber. They continue to chat and get really close and some days they even hold hands. Amber really doesn't want to do this and get him hurt because right now she does want Harold more than anyone, she even stopped meeting up with Gerald. Amber decides to call Trevor after a week and a few days. "Hey Trevor it's Amber." she says as soon as he picks up. "I've been waiting for this call you know." Amber's heart is now pounding really hard and it's almost difficult for her to breathe. "Well what happened to you Trev? I also waited for you to say something." "Well Amber I'm sure Dean has filled you in already with what happened, I'm sorry I just disappeared on you like that Amber but I had no choice." hearing this calms her down knowing she isn't caught but she is still upset about why she had to be the one to call him. "Okay Trevor it's fine I get that you had no choice, but why did I have to be the one that had to make this phone call happen?" all she can hear after this question is Trevor breathing really hard, she knows Trevor has anger issues and already she's a little scared. " Amber it's cause I thought you didn't want anything to do with me, it's been months since we spoke..... I'm sure you've moved on already by now and I wouldn't blame you." "No I haven't moved on Trevor I've been waiting." Amber lies right on the spot not wanting to upset him. "Anyway when are you coming back Trev?" "I'll be back next week but I'm not sure if we'll have time to meet up as usual because I'll be moving in with my mom." "Okay cool I guess we'll talk then, I have to go." Amber waits wanting to hear what he'll say. "Bye Amber, I love you." "Love you too Trev." This definitely means he hasn't moved on, now this messes up Amber's plans with Harold because she really wanted to talk to Dean about Harold and kinda get to know if he has any feelings for her. "How was your day sweetie?" Nicole asks Amber as their having dinner together. "Well it was okay nothing much going on though you know. I just need to get this speech thing over and done with by tomorrow." "Okay baby, if you need help with it tell me." Vincent also gets asked the same question and it seems he has more to share than Amber, while she's also listening her phone buzzes with a notification and it's from an unsaved number. 'Hey Amber still remember me?' the text reads, Amber quickly finishes her food so she can get to respond to this mysterious text. 'Who the fuck can this be damn. Maybe it's just Trevor.' Amber thinks to herself and as if the person knows that Amber is already questioning herself a second message comes through. 'I can't stop thinking about you, things just didn't have to end the way they did. I'm back and I want you back. You can't just forget me.'

Who could this be that wants to be back in Amber's life, could it be Montana? Will Amber be able to fix this mess of her love life soon enough and set things straight and who will she choose?

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