Since we don't have LED lights I use my computer to make red lights flash. I take off the bathroom lights, and recreate the video.

I start to sing the song, and make the transitions. It turns out really well. I tag Vinnie in the caption.

I turn off my phone and go back to eating pizza.

After an hour or so we all head to our rooms. We want to prepare everything properly, so we set up our stuff and fix up everything.

At around 11 PM, I go on TikTok to check my video. There's 1,000,000 views! More than 300,000 have liked it. Vinnie said something in the comments as well.

He said "flashback to these days... now my baby is recreating it in my sweater." I want to scream like a 14 year old just meeting her celebrity crush. Which is basically me, except I'm 19 and I actually am dating my celebrity crush.

I'm feeling like teasing Vinnie, so pull off my hoodie and pull down my shirt a little bit which reveals a piece of my bra.

I go onto Snapchat and send the picture.

He responds really quickly, with a picture of him working out.

I completely pull off the shirt now and show him the maroon lace bra I have one. I place one hand on my left breast, and caption it with "wish you were here."

He sends back a picture of his face, and saying "take off the bra baby."

Should I do it? I mean, Vinnie and I are together, but we aren't really really serious. I want to know him more. What if someone sees the picture?

I send him something back that's flirty. I put my thumb in my mouth and send back "why tho."

He immediately responds with "because i miss you baby. i miss seeing that body of yours everyday."

I don't really want too, and I know Vinnie will be okay with that.

I reply with, "is it okay if i don't darling? i just wanted to joke around but can we wait a little longer?"

"of course it's okay. i don't want to ever pressure you. your my world, okay?"

I send back a bunch of heart emojis, and he sends me a picture of him kissing the screen. I send the same thing.

Vinnie and I text into the night and we send flirty and sweet things. I tell him good night and head into the living room to watch TV. I end up napping on the couch on Jessa's shoulder until midnight. Then we actually go to our beds.

Vinnie runs through my head that whole night. God, the hold that man has on me.