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first word you've ever spoken to me:

why?"

looked at you,

but not in confusion,

in awe and admiration.

joy and cheer.

you repeated,

because you didn't get any return.

why did you do it this way?"

, no my what i imagined it was,

so many possibilities haunting my head,

tears ready to stream down my face.

was a math problem,

which you didn't get why,

even though it wasn't how i thought,

it was the very first moment you've ever spoken to me.

first moment i've ever felt,

happiness and anger

all at once.

it made me notice something:

if i can feel them altogether,

it means both happiness

and anger are

actually the same.

are red.

the other is calm.

others don't understand is

colors are great definitions

of emotions.

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