How does it feels when you think you are nothing just a trouble for everyone.

When you feel you are the reason for their suffering.

When you feel you are the reason why everything messed up.

When you have no hope of a bright future left.

When you see your parents suffering but can't do anything.

When you feel like you're total failure.

When you don't want to chase any dream anymore.

When u wish you were never existed.

When you became your own enemy.

When you're scared to be left alone.

When you're scared to hurt them

When you even don't know what you are feeling

When you hated your own self.

When you feel you're useless.

When you are scared of being judged by everyone but you start judging your own self.

When you want someone to understand you but at the same time you don't want anyone to understand and know you.

When you want to win from your fear but terrified to fight.

When you just want to give up but you can't .

When you don't want to be yourself anymore.

When you wish you could hurt yourself but you are coward.

When you try to find any good thing about yourself but just find your flaw.

When you're disappointed of past and scared of future.

When you want to lose yourself but want to find yourself at the same time.

When you purely hate yourself but still feel pity and little bit of love for your self.

How does it feel......

When you know

you can't

You can't do anything good.

How does it feel like when you feel something is wrong with u but can't figure out what.