"Kylo help me!" Your familiar voice cried out as your body shook, overrun with Snoke's agonizing power as he sifted through your mind, ripping you to shreds from the inside out. Tears ran down your innocent face as you screamed, overwhelmed and in excruciating pain.

"You have failed me, you foolish boy!" That tormenting voice called to his apprentice, suspended against the wall by the will of the Force. "You have thrown away all of my teachings for a worthless girl!" He howled, digging into her mind and finding more memories of the intimate time you shared and growing angrier by the second.

Kylo wanted to scream to you and tell you everything was going to be fine, but he knew he couldn't. He knew this was the end for both you and him, and all he could do was scream as tears streamed down his face.

The tormenter stood, releasing you from his grip and letting you crash to the floor to jerk and cry at the incredible and indescribable agony still flowing through you.

"And now, ignorant child, I will kill your distraction with the cruelest stroke" he growled, calling Kylo's crossguard lightsaber to him.

"NO!" Kylo yelled, sweat building up on his forehead as he pathetically tried to escape the will of his master

Snoke chuckled, rejoycing in the painful expressions on both you and your partner's faces. He brought you to your knees before him, forcing your head back so that your neck was exposed to him. You gasped for breath, not being suffocated but barely breathing as you were slowly losing the will to live.

"I love you, Kylo." you said as Snoke brought you to your feet, inches away from his cancerous and hole-ridden skin as he caressed your cheek with one hand and gripped the saber with the other.

"I love you!" He called back, thrashing around in the grip, trying to at least touch you one more time before you inevitable death.

"Y/N. You presume to distract my apprentice! For your ignorance and selfishness, you shall pay" he growled

"No. I love him. And that will be your downfall." You tested. You knew you were to die, but you wanted to let Snoke know of his sure furture before you did.

"He can't love you if you're dead."

Igniting the saber, the flame penetrated your chest, right through your heart. It stopped beating immediately and you fell to the floor, your body lifeless as he had graciously granted you a painless death.

"NO!" Kylo screamed again, shaking at the pure horror at what he had witnessed. The only person he ever loved, the only one to ever see goodness in him and defend it without a second thought, the only one to look past his sins and see the light in him; dead in front of him.

As soon as your body hit the floor, Kylo felt his heart break. He felt a connection inside if him fail, and his heart physically hurt. Words and sounds failed him altogether as he heaved, finally falling over onto the ground as Snoke's grip released.

Looking up and scrambling over to you, sprinting to your corpse and falling on his knees to slide the rest of the way, he picked your lifeless body from the floor and held you tight next to him as he burrowed himself into your precious hair. He rocked back and forth, sobbing into your scalp forgetting of Snoke's presence.

"Kill me" Kylo pleaded "Please just kill me"

He would do it himself, but Snoke had the only weapon he ever knew in his hand as he looked down at the young couple, disgusted by the goodness from it.

"PLEASE!" he screamed, his voice quivering as a kept his hold on you, feeling your body cooling and your blood heating.

"Her death. . . it pains you" Snoke called out, his apprentice glaring up at him as he helplessly clung to your dead body. "I thought any apprentice of mine would be strong. I suppose I was mistaken."

"All I ask is that you take my life. I won't live without her" he shook his head.

Snoke looked disgusted. "No. You will live and be cursed with your pathetic broken heart for as long as I desire. It will be your punishment"

Tears dripped onto your pale complexion as Kylo looked down at your dead face and dim eyes. He softly brushed his fingers over you, closing your eyes.

"KYLO!"

His eyes snapped open and quickly readjusted to the darkness of the room. His eyes were blurry with the reminiscence of tears as his vision was restored, and he saw you helplessly trying to wake him up, obvious worry in your eyes.

"Y/N" he called before pouncing. He wrapped his arms around you, yanking you down to the bed with him and violently kissing you all around your face all the whike squeezing you.

"I'm so sorry. I let you die--" he whimpered, pecking around your nose and cheeks "if it wasn't for me you would have lived. . . I'm so sorry Y/N" you could tell tears were building up in his eyes again.

"What are you talking about?" You narrowed your eyes, tracing your hands over his sweating chest and to his face, cupping his cheeks. "Are you having nightmares again?"

He peered back into your eyes, hurt and desperation mixed in with the amber lights. His eyes were glossy and had blue bags under them to match. Kylo nodded softly, and you sighed, pulling his head closer to your chest and resting on his black hair while fondling it.

His grip on you didn't loosen, and you cooed and shushed him, letting his mind catch up to him while he calmed down from the nightmare. "It's alright, Kylo. I'm right here."

He pressed his ear against your chest, listening to the calming sound of your heartbeat as he slowly caught his breath.

"It was so real. . .Snoke killed you and I couldn't do anything. I was so weak, Y/N. I watched you die, and I wasn't strong enough to help you" he cringed against you.

"Snoke is dead. You killed him, don't you remember?" You ruffled his hair "your abuser is dead. It's just us now"

"You're okay?" He asked frantically, letting you go just enough to get a good look at you. You laughed and nodded.

"Yes. I promise, I'm alive and well"

"And the baby?" He asked, looking over your shoulder to the simple navy blue crib beside your shared bed.

You nodded again "He's just fine." You smiled "are you ready to go back to bed?" You asked, yawning.

He looked at you, at his child, and then took a breath. "Yes, I think I am"

You gave him a tired smile and flopped back down to the bed. He followed soon after, pulling your body closer to him until you were resting against his chest.

"I love you, Y/N" he said, kissing your head.

"I know"

Short one today cos I got a lot of requests to get through!!! More coming soon 😚