"FELICITY !" I yelled as I watched Jamie push her off the cliff.

I ran over to the edge of the cliff and looked down for any sign of her but there was nothing. The more I waited, the more worried I became. I got ready to jump in after her.

"Alpha, No !" Alex shouted as he grabbed me and stopped me from jumping in after Felicity.

"I have too ! I can't lose her, not now !" I snapped as I tried to shake him off me.

"You won't lose her, a few of the pack have already ran down, they will go in and find her and bring her out" Alex said in a serious tone as he looked me in the eye

"I'm going down there to wait for when they bring her out" I said as I turned away and heading in the direction I wanted to go.

"What about him ?" Alex asked, pointing to Jamie who was now in handcuffs and surrounded by members of my pack.

"Take him to Alpha Oliver and tell him what happened here just now, ask him to let other Alpha's know about it as well, I want them all to decide on the matter as a court" I told Alex.

I shot Jamie a cold, hard look, a part of me really wanted to pounce on him and end his life but that wouldn't end well for me with my pack or other Alpha's.

"Alpha" Alex said snapping my glare away from Jamie, I looked in Alex's direction and straight into his concerned looking eyes.

"Go down to the bottom and wait down there, we'll take care of things up here" Alex said as he nudged his head in the direction that led down to the bottom.

I didn't say anymore, instead I just nodded.

"Bradley, Josh, you two run ahead and inform Alpha Oliver of this situation and that we are bringing him to his place to be held there" I heard Alex instruct as I left.

"Why did she leave Oliver and Jenny's place on her own like that ? She knew it wasn't safe, yet she still left there on her own" I thought to myself as I walked

I wasn't mad with her, I was just worried and now look what's happened. My mind was now going crazy with all these different scenarios, 1- Louis could have dived in after her and find her, bring her out but it's already too late, she's gone, 2- Louis has dived in after her but because it's so dark down there under all that water and with the strong currents, he can't find her anywhere, 3- Louis finds her, she's in a bad way, we rush her back to Dr Wilson at the Infirmary and hope he can help her.

Whatever the outcome of this nightmare is, it won't be good or end well and I know it.

I made it down to the grassy spot and saw Daniel, another member of my pack, standing there, looking down at the water.

"Alpha" Daniel said once he caught sight of me standing a few feet away from him

"Daniel, has Louis resurfaced at all ?" I asked

"No, but he hasn't been under very long" Daniel answered

"I don't want him to drown or lose a member of my pack" I said as I paced back and forth

"Should I go in after them ?" Daniel asked

I was about to answer when noise and movement from the water caught my attention and Daniel's. We both raced over to the edge and looked down, waiting for Louis or Felicity to emerge. A few seconds later, Louis appeared and looked around before his eyes found mine.

"Well ?" I asked as my eyes searched the water

Louis moved his arms about like he was trying to move or lift something heavy in the water, then he pulled up Felicity. He held her as he swam over to the edge. Daniel and I both rushed over to help. We both grabbed one of her arms, ready to lift Felicity out of the water.

"You both got a hold of her ?" Louis asked

"Yes" Daniel and I both answered at the same time.

Daniel and I held her as Louis carefully helped lift Felicity out of the water. I carried Felicity over to the centre and carefully laid her down.

"Daniel, can you help Louis get out please" I asked

Daniel just nodded and then ran back over to the edge to help Louis. I turned my attention back to Felicity. I checked her for any sign of her breathing then for a pulse. I found a weak pulse. I had to think quickly so I started CPR. I gently pinched her nose as I started mouth to mouth.

"Come on Felicity, come back to me please" I begged as I started chest compressions

"I'm sorry Alpha, I tried to go in after her, as fast as I could" Louis tried to apologise but I just shook my head and waved him off.

"This isn't your fault" I told him

I kept continuing with the chest compressions but nothing was happening and it wasn't looking good.

"Please wake up Felicity" I half whispered in a begging voice

"Alpha maybe you should stop" Louis said

I continued for a few more seconds before I stopped. I guess this part right here is where I have to give in. She's really gone. Something else Jamie has taken from me.

"Can you two head back to the others and tell them" I began but got cut off

Felicity started coughing out water, she was still unconscious but at least this was a good sign.

"We need to get to get her to the infirmary and Dr Wilson ASAP" I stated as I lifted Felicity up carefully.

We regrouped with the others in the pack and made our way back to the house. I sent a few of the others to run ahead and inform Dr Wilson of the situation so he could be prepared for us arriving. Doctor Wilson was waiting just outside the infirmary in the hall.

"Alpha, you can take her in there but you will have to leave" He stated matter of factly

"I'm not leaving her" I tried to argue my case but it was no good

"Alpha you can wait out in the relatives room or up in your own room or office, I will send someone when and as soon as I have some news for you" Dr Wilson said in a strict voice

"Fine, I'll be upstairs" I said before I took once last look into the room before turning and leaving.

As I made my way upstairs, made sure to tell a few of my pack members not to disturb me as I wanted to be left alone. I walked into my office and slammed the door closed. I walked over to a set of drawers by my desk and took out a bottle of Whisky which I kept in there. I also held up the small but heavy whisky glass. I debated on weather I should pour some into it or just drink it straight from the bottle. During my silent debate, the door opened, distracting me. I look up and see that Bradley has entered my office.

"I said I didn't want to be disturbed" I said irritated

"I don't think you should be on your own Alpha" Bradley said as his eyes travelled from me to the bottle of whisky currently in my hand

"Whatever" I mumbled in an annoyed voice

"That also won't help" Bradley continued as he motioned towards the bottle

"It'll help to ease the pain before someone comes up to tell me she's gone" I replied

"You don't know that, not for sure, Alpha, you need to be patient and wait for news, look at the state she was in the last time we found her, she made it back from that" Bradley pointed out

"She wasn't breathing when Louis brought her out of the water" I said blankly

"Is that really what you think ? That this is how things end for you ?" Bradley asked as he walked over and sat down in front of me

"Why not ? Look at how things ended for me the last time with my parents" I snapped

"Because this time is different, yes Felicity is down in the infirmary but you didn't put her there, and yes it hurts to not be with her but don't give up on her, do you have any fight left in you ?" Bradley continued

I thought about it for a moment before shrugging my shoulders.

"I don't know any more" I answered truthfully.

"Well you'd better because you need to fight for her, you've always been strong Kieran, I am speaking to you as your friend not a member of your pack" Bradley said sternly

We both sat in silence for a few moments before I found the courage to speak again.

"I don't know what I'm going to do if I lose her Brad, I've already lost too much, I don't think I can bare to lose her too" I said as I felt the tears welling up in my eyes.

"Which is exactly why you shouldn't be thinking like this or drinking" Bradley said in a serious tone.

"I know I'm your second in command and a pack member but I'm also your friend" Bradley added but in a softer tone this time.

"I can't bare the thought of Losing her, Bradley, I don't wanna go back to that dark place again, I know she and I aren't real mates but what we've created together, the love, the bond and everything it's all come to mean something special to me, something I've never felt before or thought I ever would get to feel" I began to explain

"That s exactly why you shouldn't give up on her so easily, have hope, hold onto that love and faith, believe that she is going to be okay and pull through this" Bradley said trying to encourage me

There was a few minutes of silence before either of us spoke again, a light knock came to the door. Bradley got up and went to answer it, telling whoever was at the other side, I didn't want to be disturbed.

"Is Alpha Kieran here ? I have a message for him from Dr Wilson regarding Luna Felicity" I heard Gayle explain.

"It's okay Bradley, let Gayle in" I said as I stood up and looked over towards the door

"Forgive me Alpha, Dr Wilson has sent me up here to ask you to go down to him" Gayle explained not giving much away

"Is it bad news ?" I asked feeling my heart sink

I know if I go down and it is bad news, my heart would shatter into a thousand pieces.

"He didn't say, he just asked me to ask you to go down" Gayle said

Gayle left after she said that last part, probably heading back to the kitchen or whatever it was she was doing previously.

"I can't" I said as Bradley stood by the door with an expectant look on his face

"Yes you can, remember our talk" Bradley said

I didn't say another word and made my way out of my office and downstairs towards Dr Wilson's infirmary. I had wanted to ask Bradley to come down with me for support but I knew I had to do this on my own plus I didn't want to appear as weak. I soon arrived at the infirmary and knocked on the door. I stayed by the door and the bottom of the stairs. I tried to prepare myself for the worst.

"Alpha" Dr Wilson said as he walked out a room, giving me a confused look

"You wanted to see me Doc" I stated looking at floor

"Yes but you can come in, shall we go to my office and talk ?" He asked

"No. just tell me straight, is she gone ?" I asked

"No, she took in quiet a lot of water and suffered quite a shock from the push and the fall, then the beating she took plus her struggling in the currents didn't help but she's fine, she's asleep just now, I've given her some pain relief I don't see why she shouldn't be awake in a few hours and back to normal in a few days" Dr Wilson explained

"She...She's okay ?" I asked just to double check and make sure I was hearing him correctly

"Yes, she's a bit sore and bruised obviously but she should make a full recovery" Dr Wilson said

"Can I ?" I began to ask

Dr Wilson just nodded, knowing what I was trying to ask him.

"Thank you again, Dr Wilson" I said

I left Dr Wilson and entered the quiet room which he directed me to. Felicity was back in a hospital bed yet again, asleep, no machines attached to her this time, just one drip for her pain relief I guess. I sat down in the chair next to her. I carefully took her small, soft hand in my slightly larger one.

"Hey you, I don't know if you've sussed this yet or not but your back in Dr Wilson's infirmary" I said in a low, soft voice.

"You gave me such a fright and scare, I thought I'd lost you" I continued as I felt tears in my eyes

I felt Felicity's hand move slightly in my hand. I looked down at her hand then up at her face to see her opening her eyes slightly. She groaned a little as she took her time to wake up.

"Hey, shh it's okay, your safe now" I said trying my best to comfort her as best I could

"Your in the infirmary, Dr Wilson has been looking after you" I said as I gently ran my fingers through her hair.

"I was coming back to you to tell you" Felicity said in a low voice

"It doesn't matter, your still here with me, you didn't leave me, he didn't win this time, we did" I said trying to comfort her

I went and got Dr Wilson to let him know Felicity was awake. While he was checking her over I knew where I had to go now. I told a few of my close pack members where I was heading to and about what was happening. A few of my pack members insisted on accompanying me on my short travel just for protection. I could see where they were coming from. I asked Bradley to stay and to keep me updated from Dr Wilson. He agreed. I set off with Alex and Josh on our journey.

I could not wait for what was about to happen when I reached my destination.