Hello everyone I am so sorry I disappeared for so long, this is all I could muster in my busy life state, I'll try to do it more but please don't expect much. thank you to anyone who still supports me even though I'm a bad person for not updating, please comment, I love the feedback and it helps motivate me and give some ideas too

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Before either of us could land a hit Kakashi was between us, arms out blocking both attacks. me and Zabuza both jumped back, Kakashi with me.

"What the hell do you think your doing?" I hissed, he just glared at me, grabbed me, and jumped back even further. "Keeping you from doing something stupid" he said in response.

I struggled to get away from him, but in my dazed state from reliving my bloody past, made me weak and vulnerable.

"Stay here and protect Tazuna" he ordered, I could only nod, Sakura grabbed my arm, when I looked down she was focused on the fight which spring up between Haku and Sauske.

'Was I so dazed I couldn't even realize that this was happening?'

And that's when reality decided to give me a bitch-slap in the face I was currently weak, I'm letting what happened long in the past affect me here in the present.

I mentally shook myself, 'you have to let that go, yes it happened, but that was long ago, this is now, focus on the now'

With renewed concentration I bent down to Sakura's level, "I need to join the fight" se looked at me with wide eyes.

"Are you sure you can sensei? even I could tell something was upsetting you" with a close eyed smile I nod "I'm fine sweety just a memory of something in the past I couldn't do anything about, but I'm ok now"

She nods her head, I'm about to leave her when I smell her fear, turning back I say "don't worry Sakura not only will Kakashi not let you die but I won't either, and believe me they'll have a hell if a time keeping me from making sure your safe"

On that note I jump into the fight.

And of course Kakashi glares at me the second I jump in, but before he even opens his mouth I say "before you say anything, I'm fine now, I'll admit that I was out of it before and I thank you for keeping me from doing something stupid, but now my mind is clear and in the fight."

He nods his head after my lovely long explanation, we battle with Zabuza... or at least I do, Kakashi is fighting a clone.

"You should join me girl, I could make use of you" everyone freezes, or at least my team does.

You see they had learned the hard way never to call me three things. chick, girl, and slut.

They learned not to call me "girl" when they were watching me and Ibiki spar, he had called me it during our match, and it ended up being a one sided beating not anywhere near as bad as kaka's but horrid none the less.

Chick is during the spar with Izumo and Kotesu, they wondered aloud to each other "who is this chick" and again, a one sided beating for my victims *cough* opponents.

And finally the big dosey, they learned slut from a random jounin that challenged me and was losing, he said it and in 5 seconds, 5, he was hospitalized for a month.

So yes it is the lowest level but he said it none the less, I switched from defensive to offensive, but I could tell he was already getting tired.

Then smoke bombs went off but I just kept on beating up Zaza, after some more blocks and punches I heard a very painful cry, then i sensed Naruto's demon surfacing. I ditched Zaza who moved onto kaka, and races towards my two students.

The sight was not pleasing to my eyes, Sauske on the ground porcupine style, and Naruto had his chakra showing foxy.

I started to growl and the chakra dispersed but Naruto still looked slightly possessed.

He punched Haku out of the mirrors, and proceeded to beat him up till the mask broke.

His fist stopped mere centimetres from the he/she child's face, shock clearly displayed in his own, he says something about a forest, then Haku asks Naruto to kill him.

Which really pisses me off, I hear Kakashi charging up his chidori, I can't believe Naruto actually pulled a kunai on Haku!

I stop his hand at the same time Haku blocks, Naruto is looking at my angry face, but Haku is looking behind him.

I realize what he's thinking but can't stop him as he flashes to Zabuza. He grabs Kakashi's arm and gives a smile to my shocked face before his eyes lose their life.

Kaka jumps back, when Zaza swings. My bangs cover my eyes again, a dangerous ominous shadow looming on my face.

"Kakashi stay back cause if you don't you'll get hurt," he only nods and puts Haku on the ground closing his eyes in a silent prayer.

I stare at zabuza, it confuses me to see slight tears building up in his eyes, but when he calls Haku a tool I practically lose it.

I'm throwing random attacks, not really paying attention, I'm more wondering about the tears and presences I sense advancing toward us.

I just disable his arms when they finally make them selves known. it's a fat short stack and a bunch if goons, but what the stupid shrimp says just makes me mad.

"What? you couldn't kill them? zabuza I'm disappointed. And look at you your weak, even that could bring you down."

when all conscious members of my team heard that they stiffened, Zaza who learned from last time what their flinch means flinched as well.

The bastard spews nonsense about taking out a few of his own men before he dies, but then he noticed Haku.

Gato 'I just remembered who he was' was about to kick my poor he/she child's face but I stopped him, a feral grin on my face.

I won't go into specifics but let's just say Kakashi got it off easy when I tortured him for 6 hours, and I didn't even heal the shrimp!

As the dead men lay around me, Zaza only stares, "oh shit, and I was fighting you before? damn. you is one tough woman" I give a bow and smile.

Which immediately disappears as I remember Haku, Zaza just asks kaka to kill him and end it off when I stop them all.

Zabuza and kakashi protest but stay silent after I give them "the look" I take Haku's body and place it in the middle of the bridge, this is a child that shouldn't have died, and I won't let him stay that way.

I have a small gift, besides my manipulation of energy and elements, I have another secret gift, when injured to a great extent I can absorb power from my enemy, and if I live I keep some of their power and add it to my own.

Sure gives new meaning to the term "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" and I just so happened to be stabbed, quite brutally might I add, by what is now my brothers bakusaiga.

I know that sword should not be able to cut, but when my dad was wielding it, shit happened, so with my awesome powers I shall revive Haku.

First thing I do is heal his physical injuries, with chakra and natural energy, then I remove the minions of the neither world which keep his soul from his body and WAHLAH! new boy is back.

If course everyone is curious so when the zombie wakes up they all start to freak out, Zaza actually starts crying but he'll never admit it.

They all ask how this is done any why he was healed but shut up when they see the new gaping hole in my chest, see there is a price to pay for me bringing back the dead, and it sure ain't pretty, so right before I pass out I ask Zaza and Haku to come back to Konoha with us.

They agree, then Sauske wakes up, 'I knew he wasn't dead, none of his quills were hitting any fatal spots. Then whoopdiedo party, streamers, hurrah he's alive, and darkness.