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When I was about nine I've started playing virtually online games. There was one called 'Woozworld'. At the time I wasn't into dating or anything like that for I was scared and feared the thought of love. After about a week of playing this game I met a kind player which we'll call Opal. Opal and I were great friends and about a year later, when I was ten, I started getting to know this girl better. We'd skype and text each other on Instagram and other social medias. I never really thought that we'd get this far but we did. After months and months of talking with this girl I realized I felt something I've never felt before. I started questioning my sexuality every day. Opal stopped talking to me about four months before my birthday. We like.. Departed. By eleven I came to a realization that I liked girls. But I also like guys. I started to think I was bisexual.

I remember turning eleven while wearing some kind of tux at my birthday party. I felt comfortable and much more confident than usual. But that got my questioning.. Am I a guy? Am I a girl? In no time I started looking up answers to my question and the thing that I found suited me the most was Gender Fluidity. Now, this may sound really sad and confusing.. But I've started to have crushed of several people and I felt the same way with all when I turned twelve. I looked this up and realized it meant I was Polyamory.. Later into the year I started to feel much more confident and open about myself.. And it was not because of my head, but it was my heart that told me who I was.

Ever since that I've came to a stop. I'm a Gender Fluid Polyamory Pansexual and I'm proud about it. I'm currently dating the most beautiful person that I've ever met and though I may be polyamory, I'll care about her all the way.