I spend a lot of time

Thinking of scenarios

That will never happen

I let my imagination run wild

With the thoughts

That will never be

Today, I had this situation in my head

It was the future

Where I told you how I used to feel

And you said, that you still feel that way

But instead of falling back in love

Something else happened

I told you of everything I've been through

The darkness I've faced

The thoughts that have overwhelmed me

And I told you, that I didn't need

Any pain you would give me

Because

I was finally okay

And that made me break down

Into tears

Except, I wasn't crying in the scenario

I was breaking down in present day, not in

My thoughts

Because I realized

I was finally okay

My shoulders fell up and down

To the rhythm of my sobs

They weren't sad tears

But tears of joy

I believe

That I am finally okay