"New York?"

"Yeah.."

Kai just nodded, not really agreeing to the idea of Suho going to new york where he will be alone and pregnant and it just wasn't right because what if something reckless happens there and Suho has no one to help him out because considering the fact that Sehun wouldn't even be there to help Suho and no, Kai thought this was definitely a bad idea.

"Eomma suggested i should go because the more i stall the pregnancy the bad it'll get.." Suho continued.

Kai could literally see how much Suho wanted Sehun to know about the baby and heck if he was in Suho place he would fly down to new york too and tell Sehun he is pregnant.

"I completely understand everything that you're saying and trust me jun , i really do want Sehun to know about the baby myself because he's the father but it's just..i can't let you go alone i-i don't know it just isn't feeling right.."

Suho couldn't help but agree himself because even though his subconsciousness was saying 'go to new york and confess it all' but there was this tiny voice inside his head making Suho question the decision of going to new york because what if something bad happens?

"You're right, i know you are but Kai i've already one and a half months along and if i keep it away from Sehun for too long and wait for him to come back from new york he would accuse me of cheating on him and getting pregnant from someone else!"

"Why the heck would he do that? He should better know he was the one to flower his semen inside your body for gods sake!"

"The condom was faulty...he wouldn't believe me if i tell him it broke because he always wears a condom and he wouldn't accept the fact of the condom breaking..."

"That's utter bullshit!"

"Kai .." Suho hissed because he was really tired plus the yelling wasn't making his mood get any happier anyways.

"Sorry, but i don't know Suho i can't let you go alone, do you even know where he is?"

"I don't.." Suho sighed.

"Did you inquire from the office?"

"What would i say? 'hello yeah can you please tell me where my husband is because apparently he didn't tell me where he went and i really need to tell him that i'm pregnant'" Suho snapped.

Kai chuckled but when Suho started to glare at him he covered it with a cough.

"What do you think about me going to new york to talk to Sehun ?" Kai suggested out of the blue. "It would be better if i went you know since you've got your appointments to the doctor and all and it wouldn't be suitable for you to skip your appointments.."

Suho gave it a though and Kai was apparently right because baby's health came first.

"But what about your work?"

"I'm an Dance teacher Jun, it doesn't matter."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive."

And it became final that Kai would be the one to go to New York while Suho would stay here and look after his health and the baby's.

;;

The first thing Kai did the next morning after waking up was call a travel agent and get his ticket booked. His ticket wasn't for another day and he had the entire day to spare so he decided to spend it with Suho .

They didn't do anything major except for going to the nearby pizzeria with kookie.

the pizzeria was nearly empty the only people in there were Suho and Kai with kookie and the staff along with a couple.

Suho couldn't help but sneak peek at the couple who were laughing and smiling every two minutes. He also noticed how the couple had a child of their own who was merely around ten eating the pizza and laughing along with his dads.

Suho wondered if that would ever be him and Sehun , would they be happy enough to come out to local pizzeria's to eat pizza along with their baby and have a good time?

"Suho?" Kai asked Suho who had pretty much caught the direction Suho was gawking at, Suho zoomed back in frantically.

"Yeah?"

"I asked what pizza would you like?"

"Anything's better just...i need to use the bathroom." Suho said and got up suddenly walking straight towards the toilet.

The moment he got in, he ran up to one of the stalls and locked him in, suddenly falling on the ground he hugged his knees his head falling over his arms.

He didn't cry but he felt so weak, he wanted to scream, he wanted to let out his anger, the anguish he had been holding towards his husband.

Suho sat there for a minute or two before pulling out his phone from the front pocket.

He pressed 2 on the speed-dial and pressed the phone over to his ear.

after a few seconds he could hear the phone ring, it ringed around twelve times (Suho was counting) before he heard the beep.

"Hi you've reached Oh Sehun please leave a message after the beep thanks."

BEEP

The sound ringed in Suho's ears, he wanted to say something he wanted to yell at Sehun for being an asshole, he wanted to tell Sehun what a jerk he was but he was dumb-folded.

BEEP

The voice rang again indicating the voice mail was over.

Suho pulled the phone away from his ear and within a fraction of second the phone slammed against the wall shattering into several pieces.

Suho got up slowly and walked out of the stall, luckily he was the only one there. He walked straight over the sink and splashed his face over with water, staring at his reflection in the mirror he pitied himself.

He was almost two months along and he didn't want Sehun to miss out any more time of his pregnancy. He sighed realising if he takes any more time in here Kai would barge in any second and create a scene.

He walked out of the bathroom putting on a happy face because he was known to the fact how much his friends were trying and he didn't want to show how much broken he really was.