"Bella" Jacob moaned.

i froze, my body freezing, Jacob's hands were also still. i pull away and glare at him, of course, Bella, i knew he would still have feelings for her. i rip away from him and he stares awkwardly down at his lap.

"get out" i hissed.

"w-what?" Jacob asked.

"get the hell out!" i shouted.

i shove him away, i was shaking badly. Jacob stood up, trying to calm me down, my monitor racing. Carlisle ran in, looking at my monitor.

"leave right now" Dr. Carlisle said, shoving him out of the room.

he comes over to me, gripping my shoulders, i was shaking, tears going down my cheeks. Jasper slipped in, he walking over to me.

"i hate him...he l-loves Bella!" i hissed.

i growl and wither, trying to push away my feelings, i hated him, i hated him so freaking much. Carlisle grips my arms, trying to calm me down. then i froze, not being able to breath. i grip tightly onto Jasper, who looks panicked.

"Carlisle, she's not breathing!" Jasper hissed.

Carlisle was pushing against my chest, making me shake, he pushed a button and was trying to get me breath again. doctors filled the room, situating the problem. Carlisle got on top of me, still trying to get me to breath. they put me under and i was still not breathing. i could hear familiar screams, making me close my eyes. i open my eyes wide, staring up blankly at the ceiling. then my back arched and i screamed. the lights were flickering, things going off.

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flashback

i was walking into the woods, i was bored and Bella was sick, so everyone cared about her. i look over and see a box. i curiously pick it up and look at it curiously. i pull one off the stem and stare at the red tip. i see the brown streak and run the stick against it, making a small fire! i gasped and waved it around, which made it go out. i continued to keep doing it over and over. i wondered what would happen if i put it in leaves. i flicked a few in the pile of leaves, making me smile.

"what are you doing?" Bella asked.

i turn towards her and smile wide, excited to show her what i learned. then i notice flames lazily sizzling and going around everything. i blink and before i knew it, Bella screamed and was quickly grabbed by Phil, who got them away from the fire. the fire was surrounding me and i was scared. tears went down my cheeks and i sniffled. i see dad running towards me, jumping right over the fire! he picked me up, covering my face with his jacket and jumped back over. i could hear sirens and i just grip onto dad, hoping it would be over soon.

"what did you do?!" mom screamed at me.

i cowered into dad, who held me tightly, making me bite my bottom lip, tears flowing right out. he was rubbing my back, trying to calm me down.

"don't yell at her, she was just as injured" dad snapped.

"i don't care!" mom hissed.

i look through the woods and see...a man, he was watching the scene curiously and i just hid into my dad's chest for comfort.

End Flashback

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i lazily look around, i was in a room with window walls. i slowly sit up, sleepily look around. i look at the door and see Jasper leaning against the door frame.

"hey" i mumbled.

"hey darlin...how ya feelin'?" Jasper asked softly.

"um...fine, what happened?" i asked curiously.

Jasper sat next to me, grabbing my hands, his weren't freezing anymore, i look at him confused. his eyes went to my lips and he just kisses my hands.

"you died" Jasper said softly.

"i died...?" i asked curiously.

"yeah...we were all worried, we didn't think you'd wake up, in all honesty" Jasper said softly.

i trace his fingers...i didn't feel any different, if anything, more light and happy. i felt a light kiss on my forehead, making me meet his eyes, pretty golden color.

"you're eyes are back to normal" Jasper said.

"what?" i asked confused.

"the pretty gray blue" Jasper said softly.

"no gold?" i asked confused.

"we don't know either, all we know is that you...your different now" Jasper said.

"different how?" i asked frowning.

"...you still have human quality about you" Jasper asked.

my fingers reached for my chest where my heart beat should be, but nothing. i look down at my hands, they weren't deathly pale, more like a light tan.

"so, when is my funeral?" i asked quietly.

"in a few hours actually...would you like to go?" Jasper asked softly.

"yes" i whispered.

he stood up and left, walking out of the room. after a few minutes, Alice walks in and sits next to me, silently grabbing my hands. she gives me a pair of keys and stares at me.

"i saw what you're going to do...please, be careful" Alice whispered.

she hugs me tightly and i hug her back, of course she saw what i was going to do, it made a lot of sense, she was a honest person and i knew she would take care of Bella for me. i ended up in a black dress with a black hat to hide who i was...i would be in the far back

in the funeral home, i watched them have my funeral, Bella cry her eyes out, dad also sobbing, Ray was shouting at my closed casket, the Cullen's must have done something to get them to do that.

"she didn't deserve this" Bella sobbed, her clutching onto Edward.

"i know" Edward whispered.

he kissed her forehead, his eyes looking at me. i nod my head and began leaving, he also knew what i was going to do. the rest of the Cullen's were already outside, my suitcases were already in the car, making me frown.

"you'll always have a home here" Esme said smiling sadly.

she hugged me tightly and i hug her back just as tight, so they all knew, i wasn't surprised by that fact, not one bit.

"...Kassidy, i might have found out the reason for your change was odd" Carlisle said.

"why?" i asked confused.

"you were bitten by a day walker" Carlisle said.

"day walker?" i asked confused.

"they are a more dangerous type of vampires" Jasper said softly.

"you've dealt with them before?" i asked.

"a long time ago in the Voltri" Carlisle said.

i look at Rose, she didn't look at me and Emmett just gives me a big hug, kissing my forehead. i look at him in the eyes.

"you better come and visit" Emmett said.

"i will" i said nodding.

i just hug Rose, who just hugs me tightly, i knew she would be miss me the most, which i was okay with.

"you better call me,. where ever you end up, i expect a call, understand me?" Rosalie snapped.

"i understand" i said nodding.

"one more thing, Kassidy" Alice said.

"yeah?" i asked.

"...i saw where you end up, we have a house there, here are the keys" Alice said.

she gave me a key and i frown at her, but she just smiles and nods her head. i slowly grab the keys and into the car.

"if anything ever major happens....contact me, you'll find a way" i said softly.

"we will" Carlisle said smiling sadly.

i nod my head and began driving, i didn't know where i was going, but i was sure to go somewhere. i look at the key and and also the envelope. i open it up and see it's a house in Virginia...Mystic Falls, here i come.