aaron pov: dad i have no where to go

FIND SOMEWHERE

i run upstairs grab some random clothes put them in my bag and then run outside, to be honest i don't know where to go i run into a random direction see a train track and sit on the side i decide to call alex

aaron: hey is andrew there

alex: yeah here i put you on speaker

aaron: k

andrew: why aren't you back from school yet

aaron: guys listen to me okay

alex: okay

aaron: i love you guys so much okay , dad kicked me out cause some rumour spread around the school of apparently me beating up this girl, i don't even know who this girl is but now everyone hates me..... i hate me that day i was in my room i stayed in my room all day and it just shows no one cares about me coz no one believed me, truthfully i'm not the happy goofy kid that everyone loves i fucking hate my self i hate my self so much but i put on an act to make people happy while on the inside i'm crying i hate my life so much i just wanna die so before i go please remember i love you guys tell moriah i love her too but i can't take it any more i will promise too look over you guys i love you *he says all that crying*

alex: wait aaron bro stop

aaron: alex i can't i can't control myself anymore also tell mom and dad i love them too *hangs up*

aaron pov: i throw my phone across the stones that i'm sitting on and curl my self into a ball and cry and i think about what everyone has said to me and it's all so true

• ⚠️trigger warning ⚠️ •

i grab the blade i always keep with me and cut my stomach and then i cut 6 lines into both wrists that's better i don't even feel the pain anymore i heard a train coming i got up and was just about to run in front of it until somebody stoped me

(oops sorry for cliffhanger i promise the next part will be up soon :) )