'It was like this for 6 months until I found out that I am pregnant.' Jannat said and Elam shocked looked at her. Jannat looked up and their eyes met. Elam was confused and shocked looking at her because he had no idea anything like this. Where is the baby then?' Elam thought whereas Jannat read his question in his eyes and smile. She loudly sighed and continued.

Jannat is making food for Fahad whereas he was sitting on the stool while looking at her and she nervously trying her best not to make any mistake because he will get angry and will hit her again. She was deep in her thoughts when suddenly she start feeling vomiting. she ran towards sick and vomit whereas Fahad walked and stood next to her. Then she start feeling dizzy and fell down. Last thing she remember was Fahad calling her then everything else was blank. She slowly opened her eyes and looked around whereas Doctor and Fahad were looking at her.

'Are you alright.' Doctor asked and Jannat nodded her head in yes then sat up.

'Well there is good new for you two.' Doctor said and smiled.

'You are pregnant.' Doctor said and Janant freeze on her place.

'Are you serious ?' Jannat whisper and Doctor smile.

'Yeah. Offcourse I am. ' Doctor said and smile spread on her face. It was true she don't love Fahad but she always wanted children. Her own children. She was beyond happy and blessed over this news.

'Well I will be going and have rest. Call me if there is any problem.' Doctor said while standing up and Jannat looked at Fahad. Jannat was shocked over emotionless face of Fahad. Fahad nodded his head in yes and walked out with doctor. Jannat took in deep breath and put hand on her womb while feeling a new life began in her womb when suddenly the door burst opened and she looked up.

'I don't want that child.' Fahad said angrily and she freeze on her place.

' Get rid of it. Do abortion.' Fahad said frustrated while pacing around the room and she felt her breath stop.

'Fahad what are you saying.' Jannat asked shocked.

'I am saying kill that bloody child.' Fahad said with any emotion and Jannat was just looking at him.

'Fahad it's our child.' Jannat said in unbelievable tone. She never excepted him to stooped so low.

'I don't care.' Fahad screamed

'No I am not killing my child. It's mine. 'Janant screamed while standing up and he snapped head towards her then slapped her across the face as she fell down on bed.

'Don't scream in front me.' Fahad said angrily and she start shaking.

' I am sorry but I want that child.' Janant said weakly and Fahad just stared at her.

'Please.' Jannat plead while tears start coming out from her eyes whereas Fahad looked at her then start smiling.

'stop crying darling. if you want it then we will keep it.' Fahad said and Jannat shocked looked at him. She never though he will let her keep the child that easily. She felt relieved.

'Thank you.' Janant whisper and Fahad smiled then moved toward her.

'Now give me smile.' Fahad said and Jannat forcefully smile. Then he move and kissed her on lips whereas she stayed still on her place. He moved and walked out whereas she ran into restroom and start rubbing her lips with water as trying to get rid of feel of his lips. She was feeling disgusted. Then two months passed where life was usual. Jannat was happy that she was going to be mother and Fahad didn't asked her to abort the child again but he still was the same. Lock her inside the house, no talking with neighbours, hitting her on small things, drink and drunks. But then another thing added in his list that is unfaithfulness. One night Jannat was sitting on the sofa when house door burst opened. She looked up and stood up. It was Fahad as he was drunk and there was other girl wearing slutty clothes standing next to him in his arms. He walked toward her and she was just looking at them.

'O, So she is your ugly wife.' The girl said while Jannat was just looking at her.

'Hey don't call her ugly. She is most prettiest girl of my life.' Fahad said and lovingly touched her cheek whereas she clenched her fist.

'But she is boring thats way I am here.' The girl added while smirking and Janant was just standing.

'Darling don's worry she can't take your place in my life but you know you are pregnant and I have my own needs to be fulfil which I can't do with you at a moment. I told you get rid of this child. Just hate that child for ruining everything for us.' Fahad screamed getting angry and Janant quickly put hand on her womb as a protector for her unborn child.

'Well nevertheless It is just for one night.' Fahad said cheaply and Janant disgusted looked at him whereas he start walking. The girl walked and stood in front her.

'Don't be jealous That I am with your husband for tonight.' The girl said then walked out whereas she loudly sighed, the weird thing was that she was not jealous at all and she don't know. Maybe because she can except any cheap thing from him now or Maybe because of his bad habits she don't have any love feeling for him while they went inside and did their deed whereas Jannat walk back in her own room. Then this start happening, he started coming with different girl and she was happy that he was away from her. Time kept passing and one night she was sitting with Fahad while they watching television and she was in deep thoughts . She was planning future for her baby, she don't mind having any whether it was a girl or a boy she was just happy with the fact that she will be mother soon. She even had decided few names for them and she also had bring few clothes for them. She never went out but once Fahad was in good mood so he took her out on the shopping and she bought clothes for her unborn baby.

'Jannat.' Fahad screamed and she came back in her senses. She looked at him who was angrily glaring at her. She slowly stood up and scared looked at him.

'What happen?' Jannat asked and he was just glaring at her.

'From past 5 minute I am calling you and you have been ignoring me. You know I don't like it when you ignore me.' Fahad screamed and she scared looked at him.

'I am sorry, I was just thinking about our baby.' Jannat said while thinking that her talking about their baby will might make him happy but he even get more angrier.

'God, you 24/7 think about that stupid child, I just hate him.' Fahad screamed and Jannat dumbfounded looked at him. He was so heartless, how he could he can hate his own child. Jannat thought.

'Fahad What you are saying?' Jannat said

'You don't give me time anymore because of that child.' Fahad screamed and throw away the things from table. She got even more scared but then slowly walked toward him.

'Fahad, its your child as well.' She said and Fahad angrily looked at her.

'No he is not my child.' Fahad screamed then pushed her away whereas she fell down while hardly getting hitting by the table. She fell on ground and screamed while she start feeling bad pain in her stomach. Fahad moved and kicked her in her stomach whereas she screamed again and pain increases whereas she put hand on her stomach. He kicked her again when she screamed out of pain. He always hit her while ignoring her screams.

'Fahad, stop.' Jannat screamed but he kicked in her stomach again when she felt blood all over the floor. She shocked looked at the blood and Fahad stopped as well and panicked looked at her. Before she could realised what was happening to her she fell unconscious.

'I lost my child that day.' Jannat said as tears were start coming from her eyes and Elam was just looking listening to her.

'He killed my child Elam, he killed him and I couldn't do anything.' Jannat said helplessly as she again remember her unborn child and Elam stayed still on his place. He can never imagined that she had went thought this many things in her past. Elam moved his hand and pulled her chin up then cleaned away her tears and moved away his hand and looked at her. She looked up at him and he smile as in give her confidence to continue.

After her miscarriage, she got into depression and used to stayed away from Fahad. But Fahad don't care at all that he also had lost his child but he was happy to got rid of it. She slowly opened her eyes then get up and looked around. There was red roses on her side table, She looked at them then slowly reached for them. There was also note on top of them and she opened it 'Happy anniversary darling.' was written on it while her blood start boiling. It had been a one year to their marriage, one year in this hell. She angrily rip away the note then angrily throw the flowers on floor.

'I hate you, I hate you Fahad Ali.' She screamed as tears again start flowing from her eyes. Then she stood up and got into shower and got ready then walk downstairs while doing her usual thing. she wanted to shared everything to someone but she had no one with her.All day went usual and at evening Fahad came while holding loads of gifts and bags. He walked toward her and hugged her whereas she stayed still on her place not hugging him.

'Happy anniversary and these are for you' He said and put bags on table but she still stay on her place without moving.

'Go and get ready we will go for dinner outside.' Fahad said and she looked at him.

'I hope you don't want me to punishing you for dis obeying me.' Fahad threaten her to get scared for when she didn't move away from her place. she wanted to scream on him but she knew he will torture her and nobody was going to help. she nodded her head in yes then walked away. She came back after getting ready and they went for dinner. Dinner was boring whereas he kept talking while she stayed quite. Then they are about to sat dowm in the car when heavy raining with lighting and thunder start happening. They quickly got inside the car and came back to home. As soon she they get into room he pulled her towards him and start kissing her. For a while she stay shocked on her place then with all her strength she pushed him away.

'Don't touch me, you murderer.' Jannat screamed and he looked at her then start glaring.

'What the hell you just call me?' Fahad screamed.

'Murderer.' Jannat screamed back and he angrily walked towards her then slapped her across the face.

'How dare you disrespect me?' Fahad screamed then push her from her hair whereas she screamed in pain and start shaking. She tries to got out from his grip but he was too strong. Then he slapped her again and pushed her down and she fell down. Then he start kicking her everywhere while ignoring her painful screams.

'You piece of Sh**, How dare you scream to me.' Fahad said angrily while kicking her.

'You crap, worthless creature, you don't even deserve me.' Fahad screamed again while keeping hitting her.

'Nobody is going to accept you, You should thankful to me that I am keeping you as my wife.' Fahad screamed and kicked her again as she was crying and hissing in pain.

'You crap, I am giving you divorce.' Fahad screamed and kick her whereas she freeze on her place.

'Did you hear me I am giving you divorce.' Fahad screamed again and kicked her again.

'And for the last time, I am giving you divorce.' Fahad screamed again and kicked her one last time.

'Now get out from here.' Fahad screamed then pulled her up and start walking downstairs whereas she was shocked walking behind him in pain. He opened the door and throw her out of house then locked the door on her face leaving her in rain. She came back in her senses and instead of knocking on the door, she start walking towards her parent's house.

'I come back to my house and tell everything to my parents. I don't want to go back with him, I was in shocked first but then I start feeling relief that he was out of my life. In that case he had given me divorce which means I can't go back with him but even I will have option I still never wanted to go back with him.' Jannat said and cleaned away her tears. She looked upon nat him who he was already looking at her.

'You are really strong and brave Jannat.' Elam said and Jannat smiled.

'I respect you for tolerating everything patiently but you are still scared of him.Hitting a women is not option for any men. Men in our society think that hitting a women is their right but they don't realise that they have to answer every question regarding their wives' right to Allah.' Elam said and Jannat was looking at him.

'He used to mistreated you that doesn't mean you should remain oppressed or that your hands were tied. You have the right just as the husband has, first you should have warn and advise him, and to remind him to fear Allah. If that does not work, seek the help of wise people among his relatives and your own, and they can advise him. If this does not work, then the matter can be taken to a Qaadi (Muslim judge) who can force him to do the right thing and off course Allah is above them all. It was your right to stand against him.You was not meant to tolerant his beating . People misunderstand the fact when Allah said that you can hit your wives when they disobey you but they usually forget that is last option as you should talk and advice them first then said to them in hard tone and even then if they don't listen then only hit them but You are not allowed to hit them so badly or abuse them while causing your wives any pain, break the bone or any other serious injury. Also you are not allowed to hit them on face.Now your time with Fahad is gone and can't be return but even now you are not standing up against him. ' Elam said and Jannat looked down while listening to him.

'How long had been since you got divorce from him?' Elam asked

'Four year, I went to study in university after I got divorce then I got married to you.' Janant said while he nodded his head in yes and sighed.

'He phone you and threaten. You said he wanted you back in his life but instead of fighting with him, you got scared. He will take advantage of your condition if you are going to kept getting scared from him. You need to take stand in front him instead of getting scared again.' Elam advices. He was not wrong.Jannat thought while listening to him.

'Jannat I am your husband and You no need to worry over me or he is going to kill me or hurt me because Life and death is only in Allah's hand. No body can kill me until he wants it. So don't worry for me but be brave and fight for your right. I can stand up for you, but I wanted you stand up for your own self. For your own right. ' Elam said and Jannat looked at him then smile spread across her face and silence took place between them.

'Thank you.' Jannat said whereas he smile in return.

'Thanks for sharing with me and trusting me.' Elam said and Jannat nodded her head in yes. They looked at each other

'Okay now go to sleep.' Elam said and she nodded her head in eyes while he read some Ayats then blow on her and they laid down while he turned off the lights. Jannat smiled and felt relief that she told him everything now and he was happy that she trusted him at last. And after some struggle they fell into sleep.

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