You stared at the naked man beside you, sleeping like an angel but deep inside, he's evil. You feel dirty now even if it's just your first time. You didn't want that to be that way. You want it to be memorable. It is memorable but memorable because you were forced, you can't fight back.

You sighed and slowly closed your eyes as tears started escaping from your eyes, again. You tried to move but winced in pain due to your swelling part because of what he did to you. You just lied still and sighed again. You closed your eyes as you feel the tiredness on your body.

You woke up from your slumber and found yourself already clothed. As you looked at the space beside you, there was a note from him.

'I enjoyed it but next time please pleasu-'

You didn't finish reading the note and crumbled it then throwed it away as you scream from the top of your lungs, tears flowing down your eyes. You only wanted to give it to the man you are married and not do it the way he stole your v-card to you. You feel like a toy. His sex toy. His sex slave.

He loves me but why can't he set me free? I loved him but I really don't have the kind of feeling I had back then. Why can't he understand that I don't want to lie about my feelings for him? I don't want him hurt. I want him to be happy and find someone else who can love him back. You thought to yourself.

Suddenly, the door opened. A man with sweet face came in holding a tray with foods on it. He place it infront of you and his smile faded and it was replaced by a bittersmile. He felt pity for you.

"I'm sorry for what he has done," says he as let out a sigh. You faked a smile.

"I'll tell it straight. He's a psycopath, Y/N. Now, if you want him to not rape you again or hurt you, be a good girl and do as he says, okay?" He looked straight into your eyes. You nodded as an answer.

"By the way, I'm Kim Seokjin but I prefer Jin and people calls me that."