It was early in the morning and I got washed and in my uniform. Today we are going on another mission, we are going to test out the new horses we gathered and train them to go for longer distances.

I went out side and saw Levi, I walked up to him and he gave me my horse that he got ready. "Thanks" I smiled.

"No problem, we are both going with a random group of cadet's today" he said as we walked.

"Oh really, whys that?" I asked and he shrugged his shoulders "you know Erwin he never explains himself"

I laughed at his very true comment "so who are we go-" I was cut of as my question was asked for me.

"F/n I get to go with ya ain't that great~!" None other than Hanji yelled hugging me from behind.

"Hanji...air" I chocked out trying to breath.

But she didn't let go, Levi sighed and literally ripped her of me. "Thanks Levi" I said placing my hands on my knees breathing heavily.

"What the fuck I'd wrong with you four eyes!" Levi death glared her.

"Calm down Shorty, just excited gez~" Hanji crossed her arms pouting.

Levi face palmed and I said "it's fine who else do we have?"

"Well of corse you've got to have Eren, and I think you have Mikasa to" Hanji said scratching her messy hair.

"Okay let's go find the brats" Levi said as we walked over to a group of people.

"Eren, Mikasa!" Hanji yelled happily.

"Commander Hanji?" Eren shouted back looking around until his eyes met mine and he began walking over.

Mikasa was also following behind of corse "did you call?" He asked and Hanji grabbed his hands with sparkles in her eyes. "I'm in your group ain't that exciting now I can watch you in action"

Mikasa glared at her and she jumped hugging my arm "holy titan! Her death glares nearly as scary as shorty's"

Levi snapped his head to her also glaring "say that again moron!"

Hanji waved her hand up and down "don't get so jellous no one is as scary as you shorty besides after you Tiny is the scariest"

"Tiny?" I questioned and she looked at me laughing "oh yeah he's shorty" she pointed at Levi and them at me "and you Tiny because your even smaller than him"

I froze for a second and sent my own death glare at her making her step back a few paces.

"Listen up you little shits" Levi raised his voice getting our attention "just don't do anything stupid, no one's turning into a titan and don't get in my way or on my nerves, got it?"

Everyone nodded "yes Captin" Eren said. Then Erwin shouted "Listen up! Get on your horses and get in your groups" we grabbed our horses and jumped on.

~out the gates~

We were ridding when we saw a forest up ahead. "Are we going in?" Eren asked as we got closer.

A few flares fired of and Levi shook his head "no we're going around"

"One black flare to the right" Mikasa shouted from the back.

"This far in, so exciting!" Hanji shouted.

"This isn't a game something must have gone wrong" I shouted as we began to go right to go around the forest.

"W-Whats that?!" Eren yelled as a small titan came bouncing like a rabbit towards us.

"Left into the forest" I shouted and we all went into the forest still going straight.

We were riding for at least 5 minuets and then...

'Bang'

In front of us stood a few normal 7-15 meter titans. Just when I was about to say something the jumping titan from before jumped down from a high tree above us. Luckily it just landed behind.

"Switch to the maneuver gear!" Levi shouted and we all took of.

I landed on a branch and looked around to see everyone do the same, Hanji was slowly walking up to the titan with her hand up.

"Hanji you idiot snap out of it!" I yelled and she shook her head and laughed flying up on her gear.

I bounced of the branch and went in to kill one of the regular titans that was trying to get us. I turned around him and sliced it's nape.

"Eren!" Mikasa yelled following him to one of the titans.

The small hopping titan leaped from another tree branch towards Levi but he quickly got out the way. He we around the back but just as he was about to cut the titan, even at his speed it jumped out the way.

It hopped towards Hanji who was jumping up and down on a branch. "Shit!" I yelled charging towards the titan.

Hanji flew onto the titans head and it tried to shake her off. I sliced the arm that was going to grab her down making the arm go limb, but then it's other hand grabbed her.

Levi went to cut its fingers even though Hanji shouted "don't hurt him!"

It's now regenerated right hand hit him out the way. "Levi!" I yelled about to go to him but he yelled back "get Hanji!"

'Wow he used her name he must be worried...no time to think!' I thought charging towards Hanji once again.

The titan was putting her closer to its mouth, Hanji just sat with a confused, thinking, slightly sad face.

I was focused on Hanji's expression that I didn't realise the titans mouth closing in on me. My eyes widened as I was so close to being eaten.

It's mouth was around me about to close so I shut my eyes waiting for the pain.

"F/n!" Levi yelled and just before the titan closed its slimy mouth I felt arms wrap around me and my body be thrown to the side.

"Levi!?" I shouted eyes widened in shook and slight relief.

We hit the floor with a loud crash, I winced in pain and heard Levi do it to.

I snapped my head towards the titan "Hanji!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as I saw her mouth the words 'thanks for everything' before the titan release her into its mouth closing it swallowing her whole'.

'Hanji... your not really dead right? You can't be. Not my best friend not again!'

My eyes widened as I instantly got up holding my side that I hurt from hitting the ground. "Hanji why?" I muttered to my self clenching my fists.

I took of on my gear and spun slicing all over the titan, Levi did the same and we turned one titan into a million pieces. After finishing it of I went to the floor and colasped to my knees.

'Hanji... you can't be gone. You can't leave me... You can't leave you hear!'

Levi landed in front of me and silent tears fell from my eyes. He kneeled down in front of me and I looked at him. His hair covered his eyes and he put his hand on my head pulling me towards him while I gripped his shirt.

"She's not really gone, she can't be right?" I muttered to him quietly but he didn't respond.

I felt a single tear fall on my head and I gripped his shirt tighter. "If I just... if I died y-you could have saved Hanji" I wisper and Levi shook his head. "Don't blame yourself, it was my choice therefore it was my fault"

I shook my head "no its not you had to" and hepulled me to stand up.

We saw the retreat flare fire and we got on our horse. I saw Hanji's horse waiting for her... I grabbed her horses rains and no one even asked what I was doing. I kept my head down and the whole journey home was silent.

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