《Memoirs of A Healer/Clinical Social Worker: Autobiography of Bruce Whealton》Chapter 69: Moving On And The Conclusion
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I was able to find an intimate relationship with a woman again. I got married in Ankara, Turkey to Elnaz Rezaei Ghalechi or Elee, as I call her.
Elee had been submitting poetry to the poetry magazine that I was publishing with Jean Arthur Jones called Word Salad Poetry Magazine. I, at one point, asked her "would you ever marry someone like me?"
I had thought she was very beautiful. We began talking on the phone and chatting with video chat across distances that separate us. She was in Iran.
It would not be honorable for her to come to America without a commitment toward marriage first.
It might seem like a strange way to get married for Americans. We date people and get engaged, then have a period of engagement, and then get married. Elee and I only knew each other virtually when we made the decision to meet in Ankara and to get married.
Iran has an embassy in Turkey. I had to tell them that I was going to be a Muslim for Iran to allow the marriage to be recognized. That just meant that I had to say something.
Ankara was very nice. The Mosque there is very beautiful. The food was amazing. The people could tell that I was an American. I walked outside the hotel and they would speak to me in English about the food that they wanted me to try in their restaurants.
Then we had to wait almost two years for her to get a visa to come to America to live. She even went back to finish her education in medicine. Elee had been training to be a doctor. She had completed that training.
I hope Elee can help me to reach my goals again, and to help others who will benefit from my services in the human services and psychiatric field.
Elee and I got separated in 2018. We weren't communicating well. We both thought the other one didn't want to listen to them. We fought all the time. I kept trying to get her to go for counseling or work on the problems in our relationship. I was afraid to lose her and wanted to work on our relationship. She seemed uninterested.
We just are not meant to be married.
So, we are in the process of getting divorced.
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We are friends though. So, it's complicated. She is there for me when I need her. She paid for me to get into Epcot Center this past December of 2020. It was such a special and memorable event. We also went to Daytona Beach and then to Cocoa Beach.
Getting into Epcot center is so expensive now. It costs $125 per person! Elee is not rich at all. We had to pay another $25 to park there. Then she paid for food that day. When you buy food inside the park, it is very expensive. It's like $5 for a small candy bar. The most affordable place we could find for lunch cost about $40.
The cost of renting the car for five days with insurance and coverage for the tolls was almost $200. Yes, I paid for some of this but it would not have been possible for the day at Epcot had Elee not paid for that day. She also took me out for a crab or lobster dinner overlooking the beach at Cocoa Beach.
Dear reader: This book is a true story of the life I have known. I am writing to you to share this story in the hopes that we can make sense of things. I welcome your response and feedback on the story you have read.
How do we make sense of suffering like this? Or injustice?
I would wonder every year since that plea deal that had been threatened into taking, how I could still get justice. I haven't stopped wanting that. Ana and Jimmy should pay for what they did to me. And no amount would be enough!
I keep wondering, how can I prove my innocence and Ana's guilt (or Ana and Jimmy's guilt? Clearly, they had a well-contrived plan.
If you are wondering why, I would even consider a plea deal, consider the fact when I was sitting covered in blood, knowing that my attacker didn't have a scratch on her, that didn't matter at all!
The sense that I could not get justice or do anything made me become suicidal in December of 2019.
My memories of the good times with Elee are complicated by the fact that we separated the way we did in 2018.
Anyway, I was told by a law firm that no lawyer or attorney could possibly help me. They said there were no options. I cannot overturn the conviction, appeal it. I cannot get it expunged. I cannot sue to make the case in a different court.
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Since everything that makes life meaningful and which brings joy to me is social in nature and is defined by connections and relationships, it seemed like no hope existed for me ever. This would follow me forever.
You know how I like kids. Who would let a guy adopt children if he has been convicted of a violent crime?
Even volunteer opportunities seemed out of reach. That's what I was thinking.
I am shy so I fear rejection and now with lies out there, I have reasons for my fears of rejection. I had tried to go on a date once and it seemed like she found out something about me online and didn't show up.
I suppose getting this book out there and telling the world who I really am is my way of changing things.
It's ironic, John Freifeld died and that is why I cannot sue him for what he put up on the web about me. The lies.
Those lies show up in a Google search.
I felt things were hopeless for me in every avenue and area of my life – everything that makes life meaningful and happy for me.
So, that's why I started taking those pills and drinking back in mid-December of 2019. I wanted to end my existence.
Then I met some people and realized that there are warm, caring, and compassionate people in the world with empathy. People I met in the hospital, other patients.
The year 2020 was one of the best in many years for me, despite a pandemic.
So, relationships, friendships, and more will connect me with life.
I will continue to pursue getting my clinical license in social work again. I will continue to pursue employment in the field. Because I learned that when people do get to know me, they know my character, my goodness, my compassion, and my empathy toward others.
What can you do? Protest injustice. Stand up for the weak and oppressed! Do not accept the status quo when it is wrong. Do not accept ideas like "that's just the way it is." It doesn't have to be that way. Think about how things might be very hurtful to someone. Offer that person comfort, compassion, and empathy. Listen with understanding. Offer a shoulder to cry upon.
I was considered by the government to be disabled during the period that included 2004-2006. So, I should not have been able to enter into a plea deal.
Help me fight to get justice.
I have so much to offer the world as you can imagine by now.
So, my request is not just about me but the people whose lives I will touch in such positive ways.
Justice for me is doing those things that I used to do. And I will continue to advocate for the vulnerable. You can do that too.
Comfort the sick and injured. Fight for justice. Never accept injustice. Never believe the lies that "nothing can be done" or "that's just the way it is." Demand change!
Listen, listen, listen with a warm and compassionate heart. Find out how you can help. What does the person need? Just ask and then listen. Be a change agent.
If a person is hungry, give them food. If a person lacks sufficient clothing, help them with clothing. House the homeless. If you see injustice, protest, speak up, and be the change so that justice can triumph over injustice.
Again, I must repeat the words of Edmund Burke who said, "the only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing!" How true.
If you cannot fix the problems a person is facing, after you listen to that person, go speak to others in society. They need to hear about what happened or what is happening. Society needs to know. The world needs to know. That's how we show love.
This book should inspire action!
Yes, for me but not just for me!
For me, spread this story to the world. Let's see what we can do together. Let's fix these problems that I have described. I don't know what the solutions will look like. I don't mean to be rude, but the solutions will not be abstract ideas or matters of faith.
Just as a hungry person needs food, a person who has experienced injustice needs justice.
We don't need just wishes or reasons to believe in something else out there. We need action!
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