Your eyes slowly opened as the light of day seeped through your room. As you expected, Jimin's arms were tightly wrapped around you making the pain in your body increase from his grip. You moaned and put your hands over your face as your tears ran down your cheeks. Your entire body ached, the pain was on a whole new level. You felt exhausted and didn't think you could move a muscle.

Soon you felt Jimin's body shift slightly behind you so you knew he was now awake. "Good morning" He whispered behind you, his breath and hair tickling the back of your neck. You stayed silent and Jimin turned you around to face him. Even turning around hurt. You moaned until your sore body was facing Jimin. He put a hand on your chin and said "Learn anything last night?"

You sighed as he referring for you to repeat what he told you. You didn't feel like you even had enough energy to speak, but nevertheless you still said "I belong to you and only you." You looked down not wanting to stare into his eyes. "Never to touch anyone or have anyone touch me and...don't speak back to you." You stopped there thinking that summed up what he said. "That's right baby" Jimin said and started to kiss your neck.

"J...Jimin...please don't...it hurts a lot" You said weakly as your neck was already covered in hickeys. Jimin simply said "Good" and continued. You shut your eyes tight and tears rolled down your cheeks. You remembered how you use to love waking up in the morning to Jimin cuddling next to you and showering you with morning kisses.

Flashback

"Baby wake up" Jimin said for the hundredth time as he continued to peck your neck hoping to get you up. "Mmm...No I don't want to" You whined and hugged your covers tighter while Jimin hugged you tighter placed more kisses on your neck. After he realised that wasn't working, Jimin frowned and turned you over so you were lying on your back and got on top of you. You looked at him with sleepy eyes as he closed the gap between your lips, giving you a slow but passionate kiss. You felt your sleepiness slowly drift away at the feeling of his lips on yours. Jimin pulled away before saying "You awake now?"

You smiled at him and said "Yes." Then wrapped your arms around Jimin's neck and pulled his face down to connect your lips again. Jimin snaked his arms around your waist while yours tightened around his neck pulling him closer. Your lips moved in sync with each other and you wanted this moment never to end.

Unfortunately after a few minutes you heard your room door open. "Mummy, Daddy are you awake?" Immediately and quickly Jimin rolled off you to then lie back next to you so hoping Jaemin didn't see what you both were doing.

You smiled and gestured for Jaemin to come lie next to you and he crawled into bed with you and Jimin, lying in the middle. "You guys woke me up. What were doing? I heard weird noises" Jaemin asked.

"Uh...Nothing" You said nervously. Jaemin frowned having heard that excuse many times and understanding what it actually meant. "You guys weren't kissing again were you?"

Jimin smirked before saying "Why? Are you jealous?"

"No, it's disgusting" Jaemin said. Jimin gave him another smirk then leaned over to purposely give you another kiss.

"Ew! Stop it!" Jaemin said and hit Jimin's arm making all of you laugh.

End of flashback

Jimin pulled away from you then got out of the bed and exited the room. You put your hands over your face and sobbed even more. You missed those mornings were you woke up feeling excited and happy because of Jimin who was always right next to you giving you kiss upon kiss. Now you woke up in pain trying to stop your never ending flow of tears.

Time skip

Work was tiring and you couldn't focus on anything as you were completely exhausted. You would have rather stayed home since you could barely even change into your clothes with your aching body. While you were at work you received a call from one of Jaemin's teachers asking to speak to you about something important. You told Jimin that you needed to leave work early to meet up with Jaemin's teacher.

It was afternoon and you arrived at Jaemin's preschool. You wondered what it was his teacher wanted to speak to you about. You went inside and walked through a few corridors to find his room. You spotted Jaemin sitting with a few of his friends, but while they were playing with toys trains and cars, Jaemin wasn't playing with anything and looked as if he was in deep thought.

As soon as you opened the door and entered the classroom Jaemin's eyes shot up at you and a huge smile came across his face. "Mummy!" He said delighted to see you and ran into your arms. You hugged Jaemin as your lips curved into a smile as well. "How was your day?"

"It was alright" Jaemin shrugged. A female teacher came up to you, you recognised she was the one the phone. You greeted her and you went inside her office leaving Jaemin behind to stay in the classroom as she wanted to speak to you alone. You sat down in a chair and she sat opposite you. You could see Jaemin through the window, he turned around to walk back to his friends but this time he picked up a toy and started playing with them. "What is it you wanted to talk about Miss Lee?" You asked.

Her expression turned into a concerned one. "It's regarding Jaemin's behaviour lately."

"Has he been causing you any trouble?" You asked concerned.

"No no. He hasn't caused any trouble" Miss Lee said trying not the wrong idea across. "It's that he hadn't really been...himself lately. I feel like he has been less energetic, he doesn't seem to be as happy as before. I asked him why he was feeling upset but he won't tell me anything."

You widened your eyes and glanced over at Jaemin. "Really? ...And you have only noticed this difference recently?"

"Yes. Umm...Mrs Park...is there something happening maybe at home that Jaemin is worried about. There hasn't been any problems with him and the other kids so I thought it might be something at home that's affecting him."

Oh. You sighed and looked down. It's because of me and Jimin. It's because he's scared of what's happening since he doesn't understand but he knows it's not something good.

You looked up at Jaemin's teacher and said "Thank you for informing me about this." Miss Lee smiled before the two of you exited her office. You went to Jaemin who jumped back into your arms and you carried him out.

Once you arrived at home you found that Jimin still wasn't here yet. He must have a lot stuff to do. You sat Jaemin on the couch in the lounge room before sitting down yourself. "Sweetie is there something worrying you? In regards to your Dad and I?"

Jaemin's smile disappeared and was replaced by a sorrow expression. You put a hand on his shoulder. "Jaemin what's wrong? Your teacher told me your acting differently at school. Is there something you want to tell me?" You said worriedly.

Jaemin wrapped his arms around your neck and hugged you tightly before saying "Why are you and Daddy fighting a lot? You never used to fight. It's scary."

Your heart sank hearing that. I didn't realise how much this was affecting Jaemin. How long will it be before he actually sees what Jimin is doing? Hiding this is only going to get harder as time passes.....I need Jimin to stop. This is really impacting Jaemin. Jimin needs to stop. I have to get him to.

You looked at Jaemin and said "Jaemin...you know how sometimes I get angry at you for doing something wrong but you also get angry at me and we are both mad at each other?"

Jaemin nodded. You took a deep breath before saying "Well...that happens between your dad and I too. Sometimes he gets mad and I get mad and we both yell at each other" You said as softly as you could to Jaemin trying to fake something to not make him worry.

Jaemin didn't say anything and just nodded listening very carefully. "Well...lately we have both been fighting a lot..." You said trying to say things to his level of understanding.

"But whyyyyyyy? Are you and daddy being naughty?" Jaemin said. You chuckled at him then said "We make mistakes too." This is all happening because of my mistakes. This is all my fault. If I had just told Jimin I was meeting up Jiwoon that day and he came along with me this maybe never would have happened. If only I hadn't been so careless.

"Why does Daddy get angry at you?" Jaemin asked. "Why do you get angry at daddy? Are you both eating too much junk food?"

You giggled. If only it was something simple like that. You gave Jaemin a kiss on his forehead and said "That's something beyond your understanding." You hugged Jaemin tightly and closed your eyes. Jaemin put his arms around you and rested his head against you. You wanted the best for him and Jimin being abusive is making things harder than they used to be before. You suddenly felt a bigger pair of arms wrap around you from behind making you jump slightly. You looked behind to see Jimin. He gave you a soft yet sad smile, you could tell he had heard everything.

"Daddy!" Jaemin exclaimed and jumped onto Jimin's lap. Jimin held one of Jaemin's hand while the other was around your waist. "Jaemin, I'm sorry if I made you scared" Jimin said softly. "But you know that I still love your mother. Even though I have been a little angry lately, I still love Mum very much" Jimin pulled you closer to him with his arm that was around you. The two of you put up a smile just for your son. You rested your head on Jimin's shoulder and put an arm around his neck. "Jaemin I know you've never seen us like this before but...." You paused for a moment thinking of what to say that would comfort Jaemin. "We're still a family." You forced a sad smile. "We still love each other. There are times where things are a bit difficult but it will work out in the end." You looked up at Jimin. Will things ever work out in the end? Will we ever be happy again? we ever be happy again? After I forgave you last time, after I came back to you last time, after you swore not to do it again...your still hurting me. Will I ever be able to forgive you another time? Will you even stop this time?