You were my sunshine,

When I only saw rain.

You tought me laughter,

When I only felt pain.

You treated me with so much kindness,

When I only knew death.

You showed me I could trust,

When you took away my breath.

You acted like I was worth it,

When I felt like I was useless.

You were so sweet to me,

When everyone was ruthless .

You made me feel so happy,

When my cheeks were always wet.

You helped me through my breakdowns,

When I felt so much regret.

You were always by my side,

When the others were too tired.

You made me feel so pretty,

When I felt undesired.

You helped me throught the darkest storms,

When the darkest nights arrived.

You always held me oh so close,

When I thought I hadn't survived.

You helped me get fresh air,

When I was suffocating.

You fought for me,

When the world was escalating.

And I thought maybe you feel the same way,

I thought maybe you want to stay.

I promise that for you I'll fight,

I promise I'll be your light.

I know that this seems kind of odd,

But to me you are the only god.

The only one I ever gave my heart,

And I thought maybe we could restart.

Instead of friends, let's be lovers,

And maybe together, we can recover,

From the things we have been through,

And maybe I can love you dear,

And my heart, you can pioneer.

Because all my life my hearts been locked,

That's why my feelings left me shocked.

But now I can't contain my feelings,

And even if they call us weaklings,

I want to love you no matter what it takes,

No matter how much they sharpen their blades.

Our love can grow much stronger,

Just bear with me a little longer.

Please just hold my hand,

And this can go unplanned.

Just pack our things and go,

So our love can grow.

And all I can say is I love you,

And to me, you are my greatest muse.

29th August 2021