I didn't think my music was loud but my sister came to the shed to tell me off for having my music loud so i turned it down and put my earphones in. After about 2 hours in the shed i went to get ready for school. I get to school and someone new is at the school either that or i never noticed the guy.

~Faith clothing~

"Hey Grace!" I shout.

Grace walks with me, "hey whats up?" We get to my locker.

"Who is that guy over there?" I point.

The guy has blonde hair just like Ryan i think, the guy has blue eyes and looks super fit. "He is the most popular guy even more than Ryan how do you not know him?" Grace sighs.

I stare at her, "i'm new here remember?" Grace smirks.

"He is Zack Xavier." Grace says.

"What do you know about him?" If this guy is more popular than Ryan that means he is the biggest dick going around.

"Well he fucks girls so he fucked every girl, he didn't bother with me because i have a boyfriend, he isn't the nicest guy going around." The way Grace is explaining it, Zack is basically Ryans bad side.

"He is coming this way and staring at us." I'm ready to kick him in the balls.

"Hey Grace, who is this?" Zack smirks.

"This is my friend Faith." Grace says.

"Give me a minute with her Grace." He demands.

Grace left as i looked at Zack, his hands go on the lockers behind me as his arms are on either side of my face making it half impossible to get away from him. "Fantastic." I say under my breath.

"I haven't seen you around here before." He smirks.

I roll my eyes, "no shit dumbass." I sigh.

He slams his left hand on the locker, making ear is ring from the loudness. "Don't be like that." He smiles and leans forward.

I groan and pushed him away from me, "sorry buddy." I smirk, "let me know when you want round two." I chuckle.

Zack leaves after the bell starting ringing, so I decided to grab my art stuff and head to art. I sit at the back with Ryan as we all started drawing. "Why don't you two partner up for the rest of the year for art?" The art teacher stands in front of us with a smirk on their face.

"Really!?" Me and Ryan say at the same time.

"Yes now get to work!" The art teacher says before leaving.

Me and Ryan started drawing and laughed a few times, "lets see your drawing."i say to Ryan.

He goes a bit red and turns over the page to another drawing, he picked up his book and showed me the drawing.

~Ryan's drawing~

"This panda is what i drew.." he says, I picked up his book to look at what he was hiding.

~the page he hid~

Then i kept looking through his book.

Oddly enough the drawings looked like me. Ryan took my book and smiled a few times. He showed me a page from my book.

~drawing in Faiths book~

"You are a good drawer." Ryan hands my book back as i hand back his.

"Your better at drawing, trust me." I smirk.

"Lets get to gym class." Ryan laughs.

I hoped Zack wasn't in my class or in any of my classes. My last class of the day is sport, i have Ryan and Zack plus a few other people. "Alright everyone get dressed!" The teacher yells.

Everyone does what he says, we then played some games. "Now go get dressed again and go home!" The teacher says.

I waited until all the girls left then i went into the bathrooms to get dressed, i grabbed my clothes out of my bag then started taking my shirt off then i heard something behind me. I looked where the noise was coming from but nothing is there. My top is completely off then i go for my pants.

"Sweet." I hear a voice.

I pulled my pants back up and grabbed my top, "what the hell are you doing in here!?" I shouted.

Its Zack just standing and staring at me, he walked to me and rips my pants off. Zack picks me up off my feet and throws me onto the ground and starts pulling my underwear off. "Just let this happen." He smirks.

I had to think of something fast, "RYAN!" I shout.

The guy covers my mouth and i was thinking of biting him but who knows what he did with that hand, "he isn't going to help you." Zack managed to get my underwear off.

I try to push him off me but he is heavy but not fat, he moved his hand, "GET OFF ME!" I see him unzipping his pants.

He hits me, "enjoy this like every other girl does!" He spat.

He starts raping me then i heard footsteps, "WHAT THE FUCK!?" Ryan must've heard me.

Ryan pushes Zack off me as i ran to get a towel, "she asked me to have sex with her, and you know how it is." Zack puts his dick back into his pants.

I grabbed my clothes and got dressed. Ryan knocks Zack out. I walked to Zack that is on the ground and spat on him, "pig." I say.

Ryan looks at me with worry, "are you okay?" He says.

"Thanks for saving me, i wasn't sure if you could hear me." I grab my bag and my phone as i put one earphone in my ear.

"We have to get pay back." Ryan says.

"Don't worry i already have a plan." I start walking to the door.

Ryan catches up with me, "you can't just walk this off, trust me." Ryan opens the door for me.

I sigh, "trust me i can." I walk out of the girls bathroom.

"I think its best i don't leave you alone during school or whenever we do stuff because it seems that everyone is after you." Ryan is taller than me and it's annoying.

I sigh, "i can take care of myself." I'll be on edge all the time now and i should've been for a long time.

"Yeah it looked like you could." A few tears leave my eyes as i wiped them away.

"Pick me up tomorrow after lunch." I walked off.

As soon as i got home i hear Emma freaking out so i go to her room. I knock on the door and Emma answers it, she has been crying. "Emma whats wrong?" I look at her.

Emma looks at me with a half disgusted face, "is it true you asked for sex from Zack? Is it because you wanted to get rid of your virginity?" Emma pushes me a little bit.

Like I said before it feels like the world is caving in on me, i sigh, "Emma i didn't ask Zack to do anything....I'm being honest." She pushes me one more time.

"Then why is the whole school talking about you asking him!?" Emma shouts.

A few tears leave my eyes, "they can think what they want but I've been through so much Emma and i just don't need this right now!" I say.

"What have you been through!? Huh!? The only thing you been through is being in a car crash and witnessing the death of our dad!" She spits. "So other then that what else have you been through!?" She pushes me again.

More tears leave my eyes, "Emma if you believe your friends more than your sister then be my guest but I'm not going to sit around and let you shout at me when you don't know the whole story!" I shout.

She pushes me and i hit the wall, my head smashed against it, "i don't want to believe them but you have been making trouble i don't know what to believe!" She spits, "so tell me what have you been through? Because i know you have nightmares because i hear you screaming or whatever every night!" She pushes me again.

I wipe my tears away and sighed, "Emma..." i smirk, "you know what? do what you want because apparently I'm not doing any justice, I'm just your everyday SLUT!" I yell and started walking to my door.

"I never said you were a slut...i just want to know whats going on!" She knocks me to the ground.

Emma is sitting on top of me so i start freaking out, "GET OFF ME!" I push her off me.

"FAITH JUST TELL ME!" Emma is really getting on my nerves.

I stand up, "Emma...." Emma stands up and starts pushing me again.

"I want to know because i want to help you!" She cry's.

"You can't help me Emma." I walk to my door again.

"Your my sister Faith." Emma grabs my arm.

I pull my arm away, "Emma i never asked Zack to have sex with me....Ryan he-"

"RYAN!? Why are you hanging out with that loser!?" She shouts.

I turn around, "he knocked Zack out after Zack...." i stare at her with anger.

"What?" She puts her hands on her hips.

I can't take this any longer, "why don't you fucking butt out and leave me alone! And stop thinking about yourself or the worse!" I scream, "for now just fuck off!" I open my door and slammed it closed behind me.

I locked the door and looked at my mirror. I sit on the ground leaning against the wall. I hear a knock on the door, "Faith honey?" Its Donna.

"What do you want!?" I shout.

"There is some money on the bench for you" She says.

"Okay Thanks." I shout.

I walk to my mirror, "you deserved it you worthless shit!" I yelled and punched the mirror. "FUCK!" I look at the smashed mirror that is everywhere.

I hear a knock on the door again, I open it to see Emma, she hugs me tightly without any word being said, "I'm sorry." She moves away from me.

I shrug, "I deserved it." I say, "now my friend is about to pick me up so is CJ staying over?" I sigh.

"Yeah." Emma says.

"Make sure he doesn't go into my room." I closed the door and went to clean the mirror, Emma opened the door and helped clean the mirror up, "thanks." I say.

I cleaned up my fist then headed outside to see Ryan sitting in the car waiting for me. I get into the car and Ryan drove to Grace's house. We get inside and ordered food and put on a movie. "See you guys in the morning." Grace yawns.

Zane and Grace went to what i think is Grace's room, "old farts." I laugh.

Ryan laughs a little then sighs.

*Ryan pov*

I knew there was something wrong with her but i still couldn't figure it out, I've seen her get raped today and almost got raped not to long ago....wait...no there is no way, I heard yelling from her house earlier today but not like the yelling she used when she was in the bathroom. "Has this happened to you before?" This girl is different.

*Faith pov*

The question Ryan asked could mean different things but I'm pretty sure i know what he means, "Ryan I'm not comfortable talking to a stranger about personal things." I spat, "I'm sorry but i don't tell anyone about my problems" Why do i have to be alive.

"Why don't you tell anyone about your problems?" Ryan says.

"I just don't trust a lot of people anymore." I have only known Ryan for a few weeks and he trying to act like he wants something to do with me.

"I can be trusted." Ryan seems serious.

"Lets play some video games." I do feel somewhat comfortable with Ryan but not comfortable enough to tell him my problems.

Ryan clears his throat the sighs, "I've been through a lot and everyone thinks i have my life easy but its not easy, nothing is easy." Ryan looks at me.

I sigh, "what have you been through then?" I look at him.

"I'll make you a deal, if i tell you some of what happened to me then you have to tell some of yours, deal?" Ryan says.

"Fine deal." I roll my eyes.

"I was abused and been in shootings, I've sold drugs been in a gang or two, my father is a pure cunt." Ryan takes a breather.

"I guess anything is possible." I say.

"What about you?" Ryan says.

I sigh, "car crash, shootings and gangs, abuse and rape..." the car crash was no accident, "the car crash was meant to kill both me and my dad." My dad made lots of enemies.

Me and Ryan stay silent for a while, "there is something i want to tell you." Ryan breaks the silence.