Tonight?

Something I should mention is that I am a HUGE over thinker. Like emphasis on HUGE.

She stared at me with a satisfied glint in her eyes as I felt my heart shatter. Ryder was the first guy I had actually liked.

I'm not saying he's obligated to liking me or anything. That's his choice, ENTIRELY.

But there's still hurt and pain, You know?

"I'm glad you know your place now. You can stay away." She shoved me out of the way and walked over to her minions.

Most of them looked at me in disgust but some gave me a sympathetic look and I felt bad for them right away.

I leaned against the wall and just thought.

Thought about everything.

When we first moved in together, when I was rude to him, all our embarrassing moments, late night talks, everything.

Maybe that's why he wanted me to come so bad.

Maybe he knew I liked him this entire time. And he just wanted to let me-everyone know that he was claiming Camilla. Maybe he's not the oblivious guy I make him out to be.

Oh well, there's always other guys...right?

Brain: What is wrong with you? Do you hear yourself? You are wasting all this time overthinking over scenarios that may not even be true. Why do you like to put yourself down so much? If he doesn't like you then fuck him.

He's missing out on an amazing girl and you know that. He'll realize that Camilla is nothing compared to you-but he may not even like her. So stop telling yourself that. Put a damn smile on your face and claim your man, we won't go down without a fight.

Ivy: Brain I really appreciate that pep talk. I really do. But we are not gonna fight so put your angry side down. He can like whoever he wants. I'm not gonna say anything.

Brain: Well shit. Atleast I tried...

A/N

Once again sorry for the short chapter.

Btw I don't even know why I added the ending but it is what it is.