《I'm Fine ✔》| Nine |
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A dull green,
the color staring back at me
as I gazed into the mirror.
Criticizing me,
degrading me.
And as my eyes trailed down my body,
I sucked in my stomach.
Why was I so fat?
Why couldn't I be thin?
Like the girls in my class,
like the girls in magazines?
I hated this,
I hated my body,
I hated me.
As a tear streamed down
my cheek,
I hovered my head over the toilet
and puked up the french bread
I ate for breakfast.
Gagging on the acid
clinging to my tongue,
I closed my eyes and thought
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'll be fine.
| Shoutout to @XxEarthboundxX! She is currently recovering from self-harm and attempted suicide. It would be great if you all could check out her poetry. Thanks for reading, and don't forget to vote, comment, and maybe even...follow?
Stay strong my lovelies,
~XCrocusX |
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