Ash's love language is physical touch and words of affirmation. Ash loves kisses, cuddles and hand holding due to the fact he hasn't really experienced things like that. Before he started dating you, he wondered what having a girlfriend was like and then when he got together with you, he got addicted to your touch. It's like he had separation anxiety from you. He loved receiving and giving kisses, cuddles and long hugs from you.

Words of affirmation was important to Ashtray. He loved praising you for the smallest things. For example; how brave you were if you went along with him to deal. If you felt sick, Ash would whisper words of encouragement to you. He'd tell you how beautiful and smart you are. You would do the same for him and when he killed mouse, you were still there to tell him that it'll be okay. (He doesn't die in this book)

Well, Ash is a minor. As far as you'd go with this stuff is sitting on his lap and small neck kissing (not hard enough to leave hickies tho, y'all are too young). Sometimes if he feels like it, he'd kiss where you're insecure because he knows you're beautiful and wants you to know that he thinks that. Ash also LOVES holding your waist or hips, its his favourite.

Ash doesn't really like going out for dates, thats just not him. He likes chilling and not doing something thats too much and you're completely okay with it. You'd cuddle and watch movies or if you beg him enough, he'll bake something with you.

Even though Ash doesn't like going out for dates, he'll still treat you like an absolute queen on them. He'd cook dinner for you. Even if he fails, you'll still praise him for the fact he tried. Ashtray would also ask if you want to get high and obviously, you say yes and you guys end your date passed out on the couch or Ashtray's bed..sometimes on the floor.

At the start of the relationship, Ash grimaced at the thought of cuddling. You went up to him on the couch, stood in between his legs and said; "wanna cuddle?" He looked you up and down and scrunched his nose. "What the fuck, no" It didn't hurt your feelings because ever since you met Ashtray, you knew how cold he was towards other people and he was not soft for ANYONE. Well, he was for Fez tho.

You ignored him and sat down, pulling him into your arms so his head was resting on your chest. He squirmed a little and tried to get away but he couldn't help but melt into you and slowly drift to sleep. After that, Ashtray was addicted to your cuddling. He begged to cuddle you whenever you were at his or he was at yours. It was absolutely adorable.

In general, yours and Ash's relationship in pretty much perfect. You do have a few arguments but that's basically you scolding him for fighting a boy, as much as you loved Ash protecting you, you hated it when he got hurt in any way. He's a protective boyfriend. Sometimes, Ash would usually ignore you randomly, so you'd do the same to him. Then you'd start messaging each other like it never happened.

Your relationship is amazing, it was good for both of you. Ash was finally experiencing love and so were you. Ash has never been so soft for a person, he only ever smiles when hes with you or Fez, thats it.