Soviet: Third had a.. colorful personality.. He had many beliefs that he held secret. I don't know if he actually had feelings for me.. but he made me feel things for him. I was a fool to think he would ever think anything of me.. but.. I did.

I should have never believed a word he said.

I was lost.

He made me feel like I was nothing without him. He would hurt me if I did or said anything wrong.

W-when he broke our pact.. he made me look like the bad guy.

I-it was.. an abusive relationship.