"your invited. my 17th birthday." niall smiled, handing me an invite.

oh, another party at the horan residence.

those were always good.

"cool. thanks." i smiled at niall.

"warning.. harry is coming.. probably with louis.. the feelings are mutual." niall winked, then walked off handing out more invites.

i sighed.

i can't believe i let harry use me, and the worst part is, i still love him.

-3 days later - niall's party

"happy birthday lad!" i hugged niall and handed him his gift.

"thanks z!! harry and lou aren't here yet. who wants to go play a game of truth or dare?!" niall shout the last sentence.

people around us cheered.

"alright then, c'mon." niall trailed down to the basement.

i stayed upstairs for a while. i waited at his bar.

the bartender was shaking drinks.

i checked my phone.

i looked through all of harry and i's old text conversations.

to harry: hiii babe :)

from harry: aw don't call me that *blushes*

to harry: haz i want to see you today. ;)

from harry: babe.

to harry: yeah?

from harry: i just love you too much.

to harry: i love you too harry <3

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from harry: z?

to harry: yeah love?

from harry: i miss you z. :'(

to harry: it's ok babe i'm going to come see you soon.

from harry: can we facetime? i want to hear your voice.

to harry: sure baby.

i closed my eyes.

suddenly, niall's house door swung open to reveal louis and harry.

and just somehow, louis looked nice today. (a/n; nice as in kind.)

"louis.." harry grumbled in their kiss.

i nearly choked. and i think i must' have done it way too loud.

harry and i made eye contact.

"okay love. i'm going downstairs. come meet us okay?" louis smiled walking downstairs.

"sure." harry nodded, and walked towards me after louis had left.

"did you bring apple juice?" harry blushed.

i was speechless for a second.

was he actually talking to me?

"you know it harry." i smiled so wide, a tear fell out of my eye.

"don't cry zayn. your going to make me cry." harry said sitting down beside me.

the bartender winked at me, and walked to the back.

"what.. aren't you?.." i just didn't know what to say.

"i don't know anymore." harry sighed.

"c'mere haz." i pulled harry into a hug, and just like he always used to, he nuzzled his head into my shoulder.

was i dreaming?

that was the one question that swarmed through my mind.

the two of us parted.

we starred at eachother for a little bit.

"i miss you harry." i said.

harry blushed. "i miss you too zayn."

suddenly niall's house door swung open.

"louis. i don't always need to be with you. i have other friends." i heard harry say from outside.

that's when i opened my eyes.

"harry. but i want you with me." louis sighed, letting harry step into the house, then he stepped in himself.

"i know lou, but i have other people i need to catch up with." harry spoke, watching louis put a hand on his cheek.

i mentally gagged.

i'm not saying louis was rude, he took very good care of harry. he was nice to everyone.

and i really understood how he wanted me to stay away from harry.

if i were in louis' postion, i'd protect harry just like louis is.

"fine haz. i'll meet you downstairs." louis winked at harry, and walked into the basement.

harry sighed, gently hitting his head against the door.

"it sounds like he needs you." the bartender smiled at me, then pointed to harry.

"yeah." i nodded, walking towards harry.

"hey, hey, hey. don't hurt yourself." i said to harry, my tone low.

"it's hard to have a louis tomlinson." harry exclaimed, looking at me.

his green eyes sparkled. wow, i missed him.

i missed him way too much.

i wanted to kiss him so bad.

"i miss you harry." i blurted.

jesus, i can't control myself around him.

"i.." harry paused. "gosh, i miss you more zayn."

my heart pounded against my chest.

"i know you do babe." i smirked.

harry looked down, blushing. "you can see right through me? huh?" harry looked back up.

"i can harry." i placed my hand on his cheek.

"i don't even know how i can handle being without you zayn. i.." harry buried his face in his hands. i removed my hand from his cheek.

"now your going to make me cry babe." i knew harry loved when i called him babe.

"stop calling me that." he giggled.

oh, he giggled.

"babe, babe, babe." i teased.

"babe." harry repeated.

"can i.." i cupped the sides of his face.

"please zayn." so we kissed.

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