" Are you sure you gonna do this ?"

James asked me while following me searching the things that I need at the aisle. Today I didn't go to work because I need to do something important and it's also the matter of life and death. Yes, because if I didn't do this I'm dead. As you know, I started to meet psychiatrist to learn how to control my anger, and you also the reasons so I don't have to explain to y'all.

I just ignore him and continue my business. People keep giving us weird/ scared look but I just shrugged it off thinking they are NOT exist. People keep looking at us weirdly well maybe because I have 8 bodyguards with me and well ... they are big and buff guys .

"Dude I'm talking to you !"

James snapped at me causing my head to turned at his direction immediately.

"WHAT!?!"

I yelled abit clearly annoyed with his stupid questions. The only reason that I'm asking him to join me is because I just to lazy to go the meetings.

"I'm asking you, Are you SURE YOU GONNA DO THIS?!"

James sighed in frustration. I have to admit I always get on his nerves and hey he did the same thing to me so it's fair. I nodded meaning 'Yes' then continue with searching my things.

"you're whipped"

I stopped walking when I heard he said that eventhough he said that slowly thinking that I'm not gonna hear it well he's wrong. I took a deep breath while making my way towards him. I grab his collar and lift him at the wall while eyeing him with my black eyes.

"Dare to say that again, I swear I break all of your rib cage and let you die slowly"

I said in my deep and infamous dangerously tone. He nodded frantically and I let go of his collar causing him to fall. Ignoring the scared look from the people. Who am I kidding, When you saw a MAFIA LEADER In bakery shop? I straighten my suit and went to search sprinkles.

I stopped when I saw rainbow colored sprinkles and purple sprinkles. Now I'm having a hard time which one should I get for the decorations?

purple ?

or

rainbow?

I looked at James that is now standing behind me with stupid smirk on his face. He knows I'm having a hard time choosing these kind of things. I've never touched or eat or chose any kind of these things. I just do it for my Kyara. I'm learning to be romantic because I've NEVER BEEN ONE!

" Well well well, Looks like Mr Big guy here having troubles choosing sprinkles to decorate the birthday cake for his matee~~~~"

James sang while putting his hands behind him. I gave him Are-You-Serious look. He sighed and walked towards me. He take the two bottles of different sprinkles in my hand and looked at them like a scientist analyzing the important experiment.

"First of all, What is your Kyara's favorite color?"

"purple"

I answered proudly knowing everything about my Kyara.

"Then purple it is"

He said easily but I shakes my head in unsatisfied with his answer.

" B-but she also like rainbow colors"

I whispered at the end trying not to sound like a mad man in love. I must keep looking tough and ruthless infront of these people but when I'm alone with my Kyara, I don't care how do I look as long as she is with me.

James sighed and rub his forehead.

" Just buy these two, we will figure it out when it's time for the decorations"

I nodded in agreement and innerly smile in satisfaction when we're on our way towards my mansion. I put away all the ingredients that will be needed later. James was sitting on the couch while watching La La Land. I went to my room and change to my basketball shorts without wearing a shirt.

I went to the kitchen and took out the recipe book from my Uncle Tobias's wife. She is a lovely women and loves to cook but sadly she passed away 7 years ago when rogue came attack her while she was protecting Uncle Tobias from the rogue that is wanting to attack my uncle. He had a rough time letting her go. My uncle suffered from depression for three years. I feel bad for him.

I sighed and look at the ingredients infront of me by hoping this 'suprise' will work.

20 mins later ....

I smack the back of James head with one of my wooden utensils. He winced and rubbed at spot that I hit.

"Ouch! What the F*ck man! Why did you do that?!"

"It says put 1 egg but Why the f*ck you put two f*cking eggs?!!"

He glared at me.

" Relax! it's just One extra egg.. Jeez it won't hurt"

With that I hit him again with the same thing.

"Won't hurt?!! WON'T F*cking HURT?!!! What if the cake will be taste like? Huh?! I told you I want it to be f*cking PERFECT!! I don't want ANY SINGLE MISTAKES AND NOW YOUR'E DOING IT!!"

"God, Stop screaming dude! I swear you're just like my grandma when I don't want her stuffed my stomach with one of hers cookies"

He said while shaking his head unbelievable at my outburst. I take a deep breath and breath out trying to calm myself. God it's gonna be a longg day ..

40 Mins later...

"Ouch!!"

I glared at him after slapping his dirty hands when he wants to decorate the cake. I want to do this part by myself and I need NO ONE HELP!!

"Dude seriously?! I deserve to decorate it since I'm the one who bake it"

James said outting his hands on his hip looking at me disapprovingly.

"I don't need your help. Go and watch your Stupid La La Land thing"

I said not taking off my eyes at the cake. I heard he gasped and put his hand at his heart with faking Hurt look.

" It's La La LAND For your information AND ITS ALSO NOT A STUPID BUT YOU ARE!"

After saying that he quickly run to the living room when he heard my dangerous growl. I swear that guy always get on my nerves. God he is annoying b*tch sometimes. James is a playful guy and No he is not a gay. He still waiting for his mate. I hope when he meet his mate I get to say ' you're whipped' back at him when she has him wrapped around her finger. I made my last touch and stand back to get a better view.

It's decorated with purple sprinkles at the bottom but inside and in the middle of the cake filled with rainbows sprinkles so when the cake been cutted, the sprinkles will fall out. The side of my mouth twitch slightly thinking at my beautiful Kyara reaction. Oh god I miss her.

It's been one day without meeting My Kyara because I was spending time baking this cake for her, We only talk through the phone. I miss her , I miss her scent , Hair , that curvy body of hers but smirked because Tomorrow is her birthday and she will be completely mine. Soon baby, I promise.