Kyrie was covered in sweat, but why? Why is it so warm all of a sudden? Wasn't it winter? Then he heard it. He heard a soft breathing in his ear that made him blush. It was Sefton, holding onto him. They must have fell asleep while talking. But what were they talking about? Suddenly what Kyrie didn't want to remember came back. He knew what they were talking about.

Kyrie was eleven and was watching TV. His mom was working overnight again but Kyrie wasn't alone. His mom's boyfriend was there too.

"Hey, Kyrie." He heard from behind him. "Why don't we watch something more... interesting?" He heard a chuckle from his mom's boyfriend, Zeph.

"Um... like what...?" For some reason Kyrie was overcame with dread. What was this feeling? He couldn't understand but the room suddenly felt tense.

"Here just give me the remote." Zeph snatched the remote out of Kyrie's hand and switched to some channel. Immediately Kyrie understood why he had a bad feeling. He could hear moans coming from the TV.

"I don't want to watch this." Kyrie would go to his room if he had one, but he had to share the living room with Zeph. Kyrie wasn't allowed in any other rooms.

"Why not? Isn't this fun?" The man grinned disgustingly at Kyrie. "Why don't we make our own video. One just like this?"

Kyrie knew Zeph was drunk. He tried to run when he saw Zeph coming towards him but he wasn't fast enough. That night would forever be stuck in his memory.

Kyrie suddenly shoved Sefton away from him, making Sefton jump awake. Kyrie curled his legs to his chest and began to pull at his hair. "Why..?" He groaned.

"Kyrie?" Sefton asked worried. He tried to pet his hair but Kyrie slapped him away. "Hey, what's gotten into you?"

"Don't touch me, please, don't touch me." Kyrie begged. He began to hit himself in the head trying to make the memories go away, he was screaming now and urine began to pour from him and warm his thighs.

"Oh my god... Kyrie, what happened?" But Sefton already knew the secret Kyrie told him. He remembered what he said about Zeph. Remembered the video. "Kyrie please stop hitting yourself!" He cried out and grabbed both of Kyrie's wrists and stared down at Kyrie not knowing what to do.

Kyrie stopped and just whimpered. He was staring up at Sefton yet staring through him. He was afraid, afraid of his thoughts. He just wanted them gone, he wanted to disappear.

Sefton stares back at Kyrie. He felt horrible, he felt like he was powerless to do anything. How could something so horrible happen to someone? Why do these things happen? Suddenly the smell of urine finally hit him. Kyrie then was able to calm down.

"I'll call room service... change your clothes and then we can go play with Chun. Is that ok?"

Kyrie nodded, still shaking. He felt embarassed.

"Oh by the way Kyrie... your initiation is today. What we do may shock you but please don't be scared. Our intention isn't to harm you." Sefton smiled nervously and Kyrie nodded and got ready.

After playing with Chun an announcement played on the speaker. "Attention, lockdown, initiation beginning shortly." This repeated 5 times and then suddenly a calm melody began to play over the speaker with instructions. "Kyrie, please make your way to the center." With the announcement repeating 5 times once again.

Chun grabbed on to Kyrie's hand and practically dragged him to the center of the building. This is the most exciting part of paradise after all.