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"if you leave your treasure out for too long...someone's bound to take it"

Those words kept replaying in kenmas mind as he watched the movie that was playing Infront of him. Tendou and rin were sat on either side of you while kenma was sat on the other side of the couch

Rin had his hand placed on your inner thigh, rubbing it gently with his thumb and you were placed on tendous lap with his hands around your waist and his head on your shoulder, a blanket draped over the 3 of use.

Shoyo went back home a few hours prior because his sister was visiting him.

Tendou went down to your ear and whispered something causing you pout a bit. You looked over at kenma who was already staring. You got up suddenly and started to walk over to him making him quickly look away.

"Kenma," you said lightly, standing at the corner of the couch he was on.

He hummed in response, looking up into your eyes

"Are you okay? Your so distant...come be with me" you said with a head tilt.

"I- Uhm. I'm good, I'm just I don't know?" Kenma mumbled, hiding his face

You ducked down gently straddling him, playing with his hair as he tensed up under you.

"Are you sure? you kept looking at me, did you want something?" You asked softly, resting your head on his shoulders. You started to draw circles on his neck all the way down to his collar bone. You felt him get goosebumps making you smirk and let out a breathy chuckle.

"Don't be so shy around me, I'll give you whatever you desire. Just name it" you looked up at his nervous face.

"Jesus..." He muttered, his face was burning red, looking like he might drop dead right there and then

"You seem frustrated...did you need me to hook you up with someone? Or did you want me to give you that pleasure?" You asked softly in a somewhat hypnotic voice.

"huh...." He muttered nervously

"Don't worry ken, No rush" you whispered into his ear, giving him a peck on the nose before getting up to go back to rin and tendou.

"Atta girl, always so obedient huh?" Tendou whispered, kissing you on the neck.

"If you told me to do it to anyone else, I wouldn't do it but it's kenma and he's...good" you muttered the last pasrt, snuggling into tendous chest.

Rin and tendou corner-eyed each other, wide-eyed and confused.

"I'm going to bed." Kenma stated nervously, getting up from the couch to start walking to his room.

"Kenma~" you called, getting up from tendous lap

He gave you a hum in response, turning to look at you. You grabbed his hand and rushed him to the bedroom

"W- huh? What are you doing?" questioned as you closed the door.

"Talk to me, you're not very talkative. I like you, you're cute and funny and you know how to make me smile so why are you so distant? Do you not like me?" you asked lightly with a somewhat sad expression with your back against the door.

"I- Uhm...I don't know, we hardly know each other and-"

"Kozume... that's not the type of 'like' I meant...I'm sorry if I do anything to offend you or hurt you in any way, I'm pretty fucking stupid if I do say so myself and I don't really understand... feelings?"

You said in a guilty tone, looking down at the ground

"But if there is anything I can do to help or anything you want me to change, I'll do it...just so I can get a chance to understand you and be friends with you...I want to get a closer bond. We don't have to be sex buddies or anything like that! we don't even have to like...touch each other if your not comfortable with it. I just want to be closer to you"

You were biting the inside of your cheek and picking at the skin around your nails, you've never done this before but with kenma...it felt somewhat different. The feeling like you needed to make him like you.

Your always so used to living up to everyone's expectations, you would do anything for anybody just so they'll like you but you don't understand that people don't want anything from you, they want you to be happy.

That's all anybody ever wanted for you. Sure some people didn't like you but they didn't truly have a reason or they didn't even know who you were.

The people you hang around love you, they tell you every day that you don't need to do anything for their love.

But it's THEIR love...not yours. Their giving it to you for free so why not pay them back with your love and even more since they gave it to you first?

You weren't sure if kenma liked you or not, he was always so cold and anti-social that you never get to talk to him. You wanted kenma to like you, to be friends with you and to love you like everyone else did because if he didn't, you'd feel like a failure. Like you weren't worthy to talk or speak around him.

That's just how you grew up. Never argue with your elders even if they're wrong. Kenma felt like an elder, so cold and never told you anything. You felt like you were stuck around him and you thought 'just because he seems like an elder, doesn't mean he is one'.

So you tried to be yourself around him but it always felt as though he wasn't even there like he was here but his mind was somewhere else. He didn't even bother to come out of his room most of the time

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