I opened up doki doki literature club and the main menu shows up and it looks like 4 girls are in their posture

One girl with purple hair and eyes is holding a book of some-kind, then there is this girl in pink hair, hands in her waist and making a tsundere face, another girl in coral hair and blue eyes giving a happy expression, and last but not the least the girl in emerald eyes and light brown hair holding a pen.

I clicked "New Game" and enter my N/N(Nickname) and clicked "OK"

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(ok, so you know what I'll skip this whole game thing you probably know what happens next, if not then I'll just have to summary it)

Time skip

I finished playing DDLC, and if I can remember it Sayori dragged me to the Literature club and met the other girls Yuri, Natsuki, and Monika, then Sayori had depression and hanged herself with a noose in the day of the festival, then went back to the start and play again but this time without Sayori,then Yuri killed herself with a knife and I spent the whole weekend watching her die, then Natsuki came in the club in the day of the festival and vomited and ran away, as for Monika she deleted both Natsuki and Yuri.

And here I am with Monika alone, and to be able to save the other girls and end the game I should delete Monika, but I can't seem to delete her, I mean, when I get to know her more, I feel attached to her, or should I say "I love her", I know it's odd that I'm human and she's a virtual girl and she did so many disgusting things, but something caught me interested in her that made me love her so much, I don't love her because she is athletic, a poem lover, intelligent, and beautiful it's because she loves me of who I am even though she doesn't see it, she is sweet, kind, and loving, everything from her is so perfect....I love her....Am I obsessed?, that never really happened to me, I never felt it this way, well either way I should control it

But anyway I'm tired, I quit the game and went to bed