I'm really fucking done with these 'friends' of mine.

Especially Jaden. And Elle. And Scarlett, fuck.

I hate them and I don't know why I hung out with them in the first place honestly.

I'm gonna find a way out.

"Hey!"

I turned only to find the person I wanted to talk to the least, Jaden.

"Look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be a dick. It just comes out, you know I love you really." He said, apologetically. I'd never seen this side to him, and I couldn't tell whether it was real or not.

"That's okay. But please at least try to be nice to Feonix. He's my friend and so are you and I don't want to have to choose between you guys and him."

He nodded along with my shallow and hopeless words.

"I will." He replied, pulling me in for a hug.

Weird.

" Hey Nads."

"Hey Feonix."

He waved the plectrum he held between his fingers in his hands.

"Look what I did."

He grabbed his laptop and began playing a song.

My eyes widened as I came to a realisation that it was his song. And I think it was about me.

"

"You wrote this?" He nodded, mouthing the words.

"Feonix?" He turned to me, head down.

"Are you okay?" His eyes began to gloss over, I think this is his way of telling me something.

"No."

I bowed my head down with his.

"You know I can't go on without you. So your gonna have to stay a while."

He smiled and I wiped his tears.

"Look, I've been there okay. And it fucking sucks I know, you feel so drained, like you've cried all the tears you ever had, all the emotion you could ever feel all in one setting. And then there's nothing left. You can't cry. You can't feel. You can't love." I looked at him, hoping to find something I used to behind the water in his eyes.

"I love you.

You can't leave me."

I said, my voice beginning to break.

"I love you too."