carla

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*please refer to the playlist (ghost town)*

"i called because well um i realized that wait shit. fuck. um its just that i dont want you to tutor me anymore."

"well after our conversation the other night, i dont think it would um well i guess i dont want you to think this friendship is like for me to exploit you"

"yea but maybe one day youll look back on it and interpret our friendship the wrong way."

"nothing."

"i just honestly its really nothing."

"sound like what?"

"oh um. i dont think i want to talk about it right now"

"yea...can we just leave it alone."

"so. how has your day been."

"good point."

"..."

"im sorry this is so awkward for me an i have no idea why"

"then is it me? wait yea im the one making it awkward and i have no idea why."

"um. my house."

"oh! the sunrise is so pretty"

"is this why youre awake so early on a sunday?"

"its truly breathtaking....how did i miss out on this?"

"isnt it crazy that we're watching the sunrise together but we arent at the same location. like i guess well i dont know."

"how did this ritual start?"

"what happened to her"

"i guess i do"

"i dont know what to say"

"its okay jordan, let it all out. its ok to cry."

"of course."