rivers of fire drip down my chin

a cacophony of high sounds

jam jars shattering on a linoleum floor

resounds around me.

you could see how golden sugar metls inside my once lapis eyes

how they turn into a hurricane of flames.

a fiery mess the hue of autumn leaves

enchanted by fairies of death

twists in my mug.

i wait for it to spill on the floor and spill and s p i l l

until it will swallow the chamber whole.

all the living souls surrounding me will give their dying breath,

will drown in a bath of alcohol

a malicious wildfire that will rise forevermore

burning their dogwood lungs to ashes.

i don't know who is the blond beside me

why is he pressing his lips to my neck with such a fervour

why do his azure eyes rake me hungrily

i don't even c a r e.

i just want you, king of chaos, out of my head.