in the bathroom.

Alessia POV:

I stand up immediately. What!!! He asked me to marry him, my eyes go wider. "Ermmm... James..is too early, we just meet." I tell him carefully. "I thought I say just accept the answer yes. Alessia" he say it possessive.

"But why?? Why you want to marry me?? because of you sympathy me or you think this is funny!!" I stare at him, I despise on him, how can because of he sympathy me, so he want to marry me. It hurt my self-esteem. I turn my back to him.

"No!! Listen. Look at me, Alessia!!" He hold my shoulders and force me to look at him. "Listen, Alessia. I'm not because of sympathy you or what. I want to marry you because I love you, I want to protect you. I want to see you next to me every morning and night. I will kiss you every night when you sleep, I will hug you every moment when you need me. Believe me, Alessia. And I have something to tell you." He took a deep breath.

"You are my Luna, my pack need you, I need you,Alessia. I had been waiting for you for so long. I thought I can't even find you until that day came." He say it with sincerely. I look at my eyes deeply and holding my hands tightly.

But too much thing come into my mind. What!! Luna... So, he is the people that think me, important. Oh my god!!

James POV:

I know she was blur. I had force her too much. Shit!! I shouldn't do this. I put down her hand gently and look at her deeply. "Alessia, I'm sorry, I shouldn't force you but my words are true. I keep my words to you, Alessia. I will not force you to accept my propose now but you had to know, I need you always."

"Okay... But I need time to think. I'm sorry. I need to cool down myself. I can't give you any reply yet,James" I tell him. I need time to think, I can't decide anything now.

We were walked back home and with a awkward situation. No ones were at the home. "You go back to the room first, I think you need some space. I still have something to do. If you have anything just find Grace. She will be at the backyard." I speak and give her a weak smile. She nodded. Then,she went upstair. I sat on the sofa and think what should I do.

Alessia POV:

I take a seat on the bed. I decided to take a bath. I just took a towel from the closet.

The warm water were washing away my sweat. Then, I sit inside the bath tub.

What should I do!! I know his a good man that I can lean on but everything go so fast, marriage!! No,is to fast.

Suddenly, the same woman voice come into my mind "Love with find the way, Alessia!! Just be you, follow your heart." I curious. Who is this?? But her words were spinning in my mind.

"Follow your heart". Follow my heart. I want to love. I want to love James. I want to him, I love him.

I get out from the bathroom and wrap myself with a towel. I went to the closet and look for clothes. Shit!! This room is a man room. Oh my god!! I don't have any clothes to wear and I can't go down like this.

I had no choice. I take a man underwear to wear and I'm too tired today, I decided to take a nap. I lay on the bed and sleep. I just sleep with naked my upper part and a man's underwear.

Catherine. :)