Fuck, I actually loved him.

"Mommy, what's love" I asked, I was around 6, my dad was gone and me and my mom were playing scrabble in the kitchen. "It's the closest thing we have magic" she said smiling, her bruised face gleamed, brighter than it had in a really long time.

"Karma?" Jack said, I looked up, there was a small pause, I inhaled "Jack, I think I might still love you too" My voice was quite. He begun leaning in, but I turned around,"But that doesn't change anything... you cheated on me" I said, anxiety pricked at my skin "and I regret, I regret it so fucking much, Karma please" he said, his voice was desperate, but being the paranoid fuck I am, I was still unsure. "Give me time to think" I managed to say. He nodded and we held hands, he kissed my forehead and we walked back out into the park and caught up to the group.

*after the park*

We arrived back at the hotel. We all walked to the lobby, where we were stopped by Bart "alright, everyone needs to start packing, your going back to your homes for a few days then flying to Orlando, meet up in Nash's room to get your tickets " Bart said. We all nodded and headed back up to our rooms. Someone came up from behind me and picked me up, I realized it was Nash "I hate you" I muttered, he laughed and passed me over too Cameron "seriously?" I said. They kept passing me around until I begged Shawn to put me down, and he did. I smiled and hugged him "I'm leaving with Shawn you guys are buttholes" I said clinging on to him. He chuckled and hugged me back, we walked to Nash's room. I sat in a spinny office chair and Everyone else sat on the ground or the bed, Bart came right on time with a handful of airplane tickets. "Since the times are different, I'm handing them out now" he said. He handed me my ticket, shit, my flight was at 5:45 am. I looked up and made eye contact with Gilinsky, he motioned me to come out into the hallway, so I did. We walked outside into the dimly lighted hallway "sorry I just wanted to talk to you in private" he said, scratching the back of his neck. I nodded and fiddled around with my necklace. There was a small silence before I got the nerve to speak up "Come to L.A with me" i blurted out, he looked up, "wait, what?" He said "come back L.A with me, just until we leave for Orlando" I said explaining, he thought for a moment "Let's go change our ticket" he said smiling. We walked to Bart's room. It didn't take much, just a $50 dollar bribe and a few promises. "So does this mean you forgive me?" He asked. I honestly have no idea, I really like him, but I don't know if k can trust him, that's why I want him to ce to L.A with me, I've only known him for a few weeks.

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Ok, I know this is a bad chapter but it's kind've a filler chapter, sorry bbys

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