i needed to go baby shopping so i brushed my teeth

and put some clothes on

"i'll be back" i told him

"see you later"

i was driving and half way there i forgot my wallet

"damn it"

so i had to drive all the way back and i opened

the door and seen clothes on the ground and moaning

coming from the room

i put my ear to the door and my heart fucking

broke

"just like that fuck"

"i'm so close"

"swallow it"

"she's not gonna find out"

"

i opened the door and felt tears going down my

face

"but you love me right?" my voice cracked

"val-

"the girl who's carrying your baby , the girl who lied

to my dad and the government for you , the girl

who did nothing but love and take care of you and

your shit , the girl who took you back after you almost killed me and had me kidnapped" i was breaking down at this point

the girl wasn't even say thing and neither was

mattia

"your actions speak louder than words and you

saying you love me and that you wouldn't chew him

on me for fucks sake you promised me , that's not love

mattia" i said

"and i'm done , i'm done with you and your bullshit

you told her you loved her right? how long has this been

going on because you don't fall in love over night" i wiped my face

"5 months" he said softly

"5 fucking months mattia , five? i-i can't even

you i'm over this you didn't have to lie your wasting

my time , i'm done with you"

i got in my car and couldn't even breathe the

amount i was crying

i sacrificed so much shit and so many people just

for him and i'm hurt i'm so fucking hurt

someone knocked on my window and i looked

like a wreck

"you okay?" he asked

"does it look like it" i said

"shìt that was dumb i'm sebastian"

"i'm valentina" i sniffled

"why's a pretty lady like you sad?"

"it's a long story"

"i have time" he smiled

a/n

i posted sm today omg