//SHAWNS POV//

Why did I laugh with her?? It wasn't even funny. Why would I make her laugh? Why did I even help her out with her clothes??

I disappeared

I walked up to the attic and grabbed my guitar (not a real live one, it's a guitar ghosts can have, it's kind of complicated but when you die you get to take one object with you. I chose my guitar because it's the closest thing to me.

I started to play the guitar.

"I love it when you just done care,

I love it when you dance like there's nobody there,

so when it gets hard don't be afraid,

We don't care what them people say.

We don't have to be ordinary, make your best mistakes.

We don't have the time to be sorry, so baby be the life of the party."

I wrote this song not so long ago, I don't know where I got the inspiration because I haven't dated anyone..well ever since I became a ghost.

Ghosts and humans can't date. If you decide to date a ghost then you have to know that you guys can't touch each other, can't hug, can't kiss and can't make love.

I thought about Amanda being the only teenage girl in the house. I had been so rude with her, I softened a little tonight because I found things in her drawers when she was away. Yes I know it's not polite, but I have nothing else to do. Anyway, I found something that made my heart ache; blades.

While I was watching her complete her homework (I was invisible to her) I saw scars. I think she's been through a lot.

I walked over to her room and watched her sleep. She looks so peaceful when she sleeps.

At about 3 AM I decided I'd open her window and let in some fresh air. I also picked out some clothes for her to put on when she's going to wake up.

"Shawn" she whispered

I jump and look down at her..what is she trying to say??