It's been two weeks since me and Cole had that heated sex session. I was avoiding her at all costs. She'd try talking to me and I keep on ignoring her calls. She thinks she's some kind of fuckboy, oh fuck no! Not here! So let me fill y'all up on what happened.

Two weeks back,

I woke up all happy and overjoyed man, did my morning routine because I was going to school. Blacky had called and told me to go look for a black box on the kitchen counter. I went to the kitchen and flashbacks of what had happened yesterday came running through my mind, I couldn't help but smile. So the black box had car keys, yessirr! I said car keys. He had gave me his Jeep and I couldn't more thankful because I knew how much he loves it.

I took my bookbag and headed out locking the door. I went to the parking garage and seen my car there. I said MY car. Crazy to think of it. I got in and I saw Cole's car pulling up. She parked then went to open the door for someone on the passenger's seat. Mikayla came out and smiled at her. Cole kissed her and Mikayla wrapped her hands around her neck. I won't lie my mood changed, I got disgusted and felt my cheeks heat up. Mikayla then wrapped her leg around Cole's waist. The bustard named Nicole whispered something to Mikayla and the bitch giggled, whole face turning red.

I was fuming but I bet there was nothing I could possibly do because Nicole wasn't even mine. So I started the car making them both look my way. I drove past them and greeted them using my car horn. Nicole muttered "Fuck" under her breath and Mikayla waved at me still looking like a red potato.

When I came back from school Nicole was seated outside my door. I unlocked it and went in leaving her outside. She came in and I just looked at her. "We need to talk", she said looking guilty for some reason.

"Talk about what?", I asked raising an eyebrow. "About what you saw", "Yeah I know I wasn't supposed to see that so can you kindly leave now?" Looking at her made me mad, I just wanted to punch her so hard but I didn't have the guts to. "Look, Mikayla is my acquaintance", "Girlfriend", I corrected her. "Well yeah she's my girlfriend and I'm sorry for not telling you earlier. What's happening between me and her is very complicated please believe me. I like you." "And you love her", I said looking straight in her eyes. "I wouldn't use that word, like I said it's complicated. Shane I want to be with you but I just can't break up with her, I can't", she said looking down.

"You got me fucked up if you think I'll be the other girl, I'm not about that life man. So kindly go back to your girl, delete my number and don't even look at me when you see me. Forget what happened yesterday ever did. You are Blacky's acquaintance and I'll strictly like to keep it like that. I should've known not to mess around with your stupid ass." By now her eyes were teary, shit mine too the fuck? I opened the door and asked her to leave, she looked at me and was about to say something when she decided not to.

She likes me and I definitely like her but I just couldn't be the other girl. I've had girls being the "other girl" to me and I only called them up when me and my girl had gotten into a fight, only to relieve stress. Yeah I know that was low of me but I did it anyway.

My deepest apologies to all the girls whom I toyed with their feelings just to satisfy my needs. I apologize for making y'all look cheap and worthless. I swear that wasn't my intention. I now feel what y'all felt. At that time I saw nothing wrong in what I was doing. I labelled y'all as hoes who would jump on the first ring when I called. I never cared about your feelings hence I never asked about how y'all felt.

I'm sorry I always had to throw y'all out when we was done fucking. I made some of y'all insecure, made some of y'all question your worth. A girl shouldn't do that. She must always know that she's worth more than a dime. She's indeed the most precious thing in the whole universe. She should always keep her head high, smile all the time and not frown questioning whether she's good enough or not.

I'm really not proud of myself for that, now I know that I wasn't only disrespecting y'all but my ex girl too. Fights don't mean you must go and seek attention from somewhere else. They mean work on whatever it is that made y'all fight in the first place. She never found out till we broke up that I was messing around but I found out that to her I was the "other girl" also. KARMA RIGHT? So I'm not about to be the Other Girl × 2. I respect myself too much for that.

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I haven't spoken to Nicole since then. I still don't want to. I don't want to be the reason she leaves her girl, though she claims it's complicated because if I hadn't met her she'd still be with her right? I probably think so.

So all I do now is go to school, chill with the crew. Lando has joined us and he knows about the plan we working on towards Alex's father. He's down to help. I guess having them made me realize that I wasn't ready to get myself in a relationship just yet.

Just like Mercury always says, "Focus on yourself before you decide to share your soul with someone else. Grow first before you'd enhance growth on someone else. Everything starts with YOU, so take your time and don't rush. The universe will make things happen when it sees you're strong enough to deal with the hardships everything has to come with."

- 18❤.