I managed to cut the ropes off of my wrists, get hold of a gun and hide my backpack under the truck. Now all I need to do is get inside of Alexandria which won't be easy since I've lost a lot of blood from my knee. I stand up while leaning against the truck and start taking out a couple of Negans men from behind them until I get tackled to the ground. The guy pushes me on my back and pints a gun at my head. I scream in pain because he's basically resting most of his weight on my knee on purpose. All of a sudden he's about to pull the trigger until Aaron comes and kills him. "Thank you!" Was all I managed to say. "Don't mention it!" He says shooting another guy. Aaron throws my right arm over his shoulder and he brings me to the right side of the wall, away from all of Negans men. "Stay here!" He goes about 5 feet to my left and then starts putting around 14cm skinny metal poles through holes in the wall and then I give it all I've got and climb over the walls but start getting dizzy and light headed as soon as I hit the ground. "Aaron, I can't get fixed up now! I need to help Alexandria!" I say while I stop walking. "Addison, your knee needs to be cleaned up! It could get infected!" "I don't care about my knee right now! The only thing I care about is helping!" He sighs then I follow close behind him as we try and take out a whole bunch of guys that got inside of Alexandria.

As soon as this is done I'm going to find Addison and never let her out of my sight again. The reason why I took the first shot is because I couldn't help it when Negan shot her. If he killed her I would just kept firing at him and no one else.

With everyone fighting and inside of Alexandria, I honestly don't know where Addison went. For all I know she could be dead right now. As I kill a guy coming up behind me, I turn the other way to see all the building inside of Alexandria blown up or on fire. I start running towards the front gate to find Rick, but I don't see him anywhere.

Aaron and I got split up and now I'm on my knees with Carl on my right and Rick on my left, Negan standing above us all getting ready to kill one of us. "Rick, I didn't want this to happen. But all your people are going to die." Negan gives Rick a long, cold steer. "Every, last, one of them." "I'm gonna kill you. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But I will, kill you. I promise. I'm gonna kill you slowly for everything your done to my family." Rick says through gritted teeth. Negan chuckles. "Ok." He stands up. "Luckily, I've decided to put Carl out of his misery right now. Just so he won't have to see anything bad anymore." Negan starts walking behind us. "No! Negan, kill me!" I say with tears welling up in my eyes. He chuckles again. "Now Addison, I don't think that's an option." "Please! He's my son!" Rick says, tears flowing down his cheeks. Negan smiles as he walks behind Carl. "Now kid, don't you worry! I'm gonna make this one hard, clean and easy swing so it'll just kill ya right away!" Negan gets the bat behind his shoulders as Rick and I start crying. There was nothing we could do because if we even tried to move he would kill all 3 of us. Carl looks at me and Rick with complete fear in his eyes. As Negan swings the bat I close my eyes but after a coupl seconds I don't hear anything. I open my eyes to see a tiger eating away at one of Negans men so Carl, Rick and I get up and move as quickly as we can behind a house. Rick starts tearing up while he hugs Carl. Carl hugs him back before letting go. I start tearing up and immodestly throw my arms around him. I look at Rick and he does something I didn't expect, he smiles and nods. I let go after a minute before I hear more of Negans men passing by the house we're behind chasing and slaughtering innocent Alexandrians. "I'm going to talk to him." I say while Rick and Carl look at me with wide eyes. "No Addison, he'll probably kill you!" "Not if I kill him first." Rick gently rests a hand on my arm and then I start walking off towards Negan. Before I get there, I see a big tower collapsing inside of Alexandria, knocking most walls down. I mumble no under ,y breath and start heading back to where Rick and Carl were. But of course, they aren't there anymore. I start looking around for anyone, but the only person I see is Aaron. "AARON!" I yell running over to him. "We need to go! Everyone's gone!" He says while helping me walk out of Alexandria. When we walk by a couple houses, I hear someone crying. But it wasn't an adult. It was a kid. I stop walking and go into the house, even though half of it is on fire. Aaron chases after me but I keep going. I find Judith in her crib upstairs so I grab her and then I go downstairs, avoiding all the burning furniture. Aaron makes sure I'm ok when I get outside before we leave Alexandria. Well, what's left of it. "Hang on! I need to get something!" I quickly give Judith to Aaron before walking over and grabbing my backpack. After that we head off into the woods, trying to find any tracks from our group.

Aaron and I have been looking for about 3 hours now and still nothing. We decide to stop because he wants to clean up my knee, encase it's infected. While he starts wiping it, I decide to talk to him. "What if we never find them?" Aaron looks at me for a second. "We will. Promise." "Aaron you can't promise things if you don't know things!" I say with tears welling up in my eyes. "Addison, we're in this together! I know we'll find them!" For the whole time he cleans up my knee we sit there in silence because I'm thinking about what Aaron said. If we're in this together then we both have to help each other out as much as possible, or else we'll both end up dead. Since we have Judith that's going to make me work 10x harder.